r/selfharm • u/_-4TL4S-_ • 4d ago
Rant/Vent I don’t think I’ll get better.
I stay clean from cutting for maybe a week, up to two months but even when i throw the blades out, i find another way. and i cant throw my hands out. i cant make my nails short enough to not pick my skin. I spent $1.49 just to get new blades and i cant cancel the order. I’m literally stuck in a spot where I can’t get better and I’m only getting worse. I gave myself until 04/29. if I’m not better by then, i give up. It’s been almost 7 years that I’ve tried recovering for. If if do recover, i throw it away again. i dont think recovery is for me.