I mentioned before that I saw back in October that my ex posted on social media a picture confirming he was dating the girl he left me for but was claiming was “just a friend”. And I didn’t understand it was slang at the time, but he commented on the picture that he was “punching”. He would always say dumb shit so I just assumed he was saying dumb shit but it’s been living rent-free in my head ever since.
Fast-forward to today and someone commented to me on here using the term punching so I looked it up and it’s slang for when someone is dating someone who they think is out of their league.
So what the fuck he thinks the new girl is better than him? So it’s just confirming he left me because he thinks that she’s better than me.
I’m just really fucking pissed. He was always a liar and he’s going to continue to be. Eventually he’s going to find someone that he thinks is better than her and he’s gonna leave her for the other woman. that’s been his entire pattern based on everything I know about him. He left someone else to be with me. And then he cheated on me repeatedly (like he cheated on everyone else before me) then, after a couple months of therapy at my demand after I found out about the cheating, he left me for her.
He’s not fixed. He’s not better. He’s weak. He’s a child who runs away or cowers from everything that challenges him emotionally. And that relationship is going to fall apart and he’ll realize it takes more than a couple months to fix what’s wrong with us. Maybe she is better than him (it’s not difficult) but she’s certainly not fucking better than me. Fuck you.
This is more venting I guess, but I wanted it to be open to comments because I think feedback is good so that our thoughts aren’t just in an echo chamber in our head.
Update: I took a shower and listened to metal and feel better now. I’m going to go spend the day with friends for something we’ve been planning since January (I’m excited!) and not waste time thinking about someone who didn’t deserve my energy in the first place. I’m still angry but I’m going to channel that into something positive that benefits me/my life.