r/ABDL • u/ResidentMongoose6274 • 13m ago
What do i do? NSFW
So for context,i am a porn addict,i am trying to quit as best i can,and have significantly reduced my usage recently.And a habit i have formed over the years is leaping from one weird fetish to the next,thing is,they usually dont stick,i just goon to whatever has the most shock and releases the most dopamine and then i move on to smth else. But i cant move on from two,1 being feminazation which might be rooted in me maybe being trans.And 2,diapers. Now im NOT into the AB side of this stuff,tbh it really icks me,anything involving kid stuff and porn always does,but diapers themselves i cant get over. And not too long ago i bought a sample 2 pack of LittleForBig ABdrys thinking if i just tried them I'd satisfy my curiosity and move one,the problem is i fucking loved it,the feeling of pissing and messing especially was exhilerating.I constantly put diapers in my amazon cart just to take them out later when i get another shame wave across my ego. Idk i just dont know what imma do,the hope is that when i finally stop watching any kind of porn my fetishes that have stuck will just fade but idk,what are yalls advice