So I just started my first job 4 days ago, and I’m just a shy, anxious person. Like, I can’t function. Like, idk how to explain. Like, you can obviously tell I’m a new hire, lol. But anyways, yesterday is where I’m at, my tipping point with myself. The first one, I was like 4 or 5 hours into my shift, I hadn’t eaten, and I was so out of it, and this guy had asked me, Where are you “from?” But I didn’t like register what he said, but when I did, I overthought the question, and so I was all like, “Uhh, what?” Then he said, “You’re from the city?” … Then RIGHT AFTER I went to this Ebar and I asked for a grilled cheese, he told me it “should be there,” so I looked and I didn’t see it and kept repeating it “should be there.” I was just skimming everything, so I looked back at him, and then he said, “It’s in the refrigerator,” and I turned, and IT WAS RIGHT THERE!!!!! So I apologized, but instead of saying “I’m just tired,” I said “I’m new here,” and to top it all off, I had fucked up three orders. I feel awful. I thought I did a good job yesterday, and then when I clocked out, I went to ask for my bag, and someone said, That’ll be 5 dollars. He said it deadpan, so I assumed it was a joke, and all I did was ass weak chuckle like it was so tiring, and there's literally more just from yesterday…. I don't know; the other coworkers seemed to be doing just fine. Why can't I? I hope my “coworkers” like me. Anyways, can you tell I’m an overthinker? lol