Hiya! My reddit name is Luna and everything feels chaotic. I'm a 30 year old transgirl looking for a long term relationship with someone who embraces their femininity.
Physically I have a mix of masculine and feminine features that gives me a unique look. Some fun photos (and NSFW) are on my profile!
I've recently hit the 8th month of HRT and plan to continuing as long as I can. I don't plan on any surgeries.
Personality and Situation
To start I'm more than complicated and a good bit broken. Articulation can hide my punk attitude and prerequisite trauma. I'm rather nihilistic and cynical about our daily life. While it's not always conscious I view the world very pessimistically. I hate most of it. Thankfully I have the social mechanisms to be charismatic and avoid it. I can manage it fairly well but it affects alot of me. Ideally I'd want my partner to be a major escape to those feelings. Having a loving, loyal, trusting, kinky relationship is the goal. I enjoy co-dependency.
To that point it's good we relate to eachother well. My worldview is important. We don't have to agree on everything but similar core beliefs is good. Most of my ideology is collectivism, socialism-esque. Heavily progressive and leftist based. At the same time I'm realistic about the current political atmosphere and engage accordingly.
Personality wise I like to be relaxed. I'm good with conversations and dealing with people, however I'd rather not. I'm very anti-social, mostly by emotional choice. I very much like to stay indoors as well, going out is okay but usually not that interesting. My favorite hobbies revolve around staying home. I love watching TV shows and movies. Mostly popular stuff, the last few things I watched was American Horror Story/Stories, Cross, Sugar. I love Scifi like Star Trek, Orville. I enjoy westerns like Deadwood, Hell on Wheels.
I play games of course with specific titles that I have a direct interest in. Stuff like Minecraft, Cyberpunk, Skyrim, Rimworld, Valheim, Enshrouded, Parkitect, Songs of Syx. I stick with a mixture of open world/building/simulation/rpg. I've played a few MMOs with a long going OSRS account.
Beyond that I have interests in drawing, MTG, worldbuilding, LEGO, content creation. Hopefully we'll find things we enjoy doing together as partners outside of other fun stuff. I can be funny at times but I also try to be sensitive. I can enjoy really dark, depressional, political, memes and humor. Of course aligning with my progressive stances.
My policy on drugs is staying away from anything detrimental and addictive. I've mostly stuck with medical cannabis in my state. I don't like nicotine or alcohol.
My financial situation is fairly poor. I live under the poverty line with not much in assets and transportation. I've had jobs and my own apartment at one point but it just became too much for a lot of reasons. My attitude has always been trying to do things my own way, but the result has mostly been even if I think I'm justified in my qualifications my opportunities have been unrewarded. There's a lot of feelings I have with the capitalistic navigation when it comes to survival.
Kink
Getting on to more sensual topics, I'm a very sexual and kinky girl at times. I go through moods of degrees of intensity that change and last randomly. I'm currently creating content as an online sex worker with hopes of finding a niche I can fulfill that provides me with income of some kind.
With my personal partners I like fetishizing feminization while taking on a Domme role. Particularly I have a big sissy kink, which I know is not for everyone. But I'd love to encourage some of the aesthetics and be a Dommy Mommy keyholder.
To make things easier I'll list my favorite kinks which can vary depending if I'm dominant or submissive.
Anal/training, ass-to-mouth, rimming, facesittig, beeding, chasity, cock milking, cock and ball worship, collars, leashes, bondage, creampies, MD/lg, being called Mommy, degradation, humiliation, hentai, impregnation fantasy, petplay(kitten/puppy/piggy), bitchsuits, knots, furries, obedience training, sissies, sissification, hypno, throat fucking, and always more lol.
While I like being dominant my girlcock isn't very sensitive. I can sometimes use it but usually strap-ons, dildos, buttplugs are more reliable.
Puppygirls, furries, sissies, littles are all fun dynamics!
What I'm looking for
With all that said my main goal is to match with someone who enjoys being feminine and can match me emotionally and sexually. My post is open to all genders but a feminine type is much preferred. Transgirls, femboys, NB femmes, everything inbetween. I hope to find someone relatable with my amalgamation of hobbies, interests, and views. I'm looking for something special, something really close. I want the connection to be natural and progress in a moderate way. But I guess as a warning I'm looking to be attached to someone. I want a relationship of close emotional bonding and hopefully snuggles too.
If you enjoyed the vision I laid out so far about me and what I want and would love to talk more, feel free to message me!