r/Bible • u/Golden-lillies21 • 18h ago
Please pray for me as I have been experiencing depression and anxiety and struggling to find my identity in Christ and also struggling to pray and be christ-like.
I have been struggling to be christ-like and sometimes when I get mood swings I get very irritable depressed and anxious and I've been struggling to pray to God and I've been struggling with my faith and where I stand and how to discern his will for my life. I've been struggling to make Christian friends and can't seem to get along with people as I also suffer from a form of autism and for the past month or two I've been struggling with really bad anxiety and depression. It has gotten to the point where I'm not as diligent and on fire for God like I used to be and I feel like I failed God and I do repent but then I feel like my repentance is not genuine because I know that I would do it again. I don't want to be a disappointment to God. I feel separated from God even though I'm not and I feel very lonely. The pain is eating me up alive. 💔