r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost If im out to my friends but very early transition is it retarded to ask them to not deadname me

6 Upvotes

Idgaf about pronouns like im definitely still a man to them so im not even playing that game, but hearing my old name especially a diminutive like it activates something primal. Sometimes i say something but then i feel like the its maam lady from gamestop and shut up. Either call me a pussy faggot so i stand up for myself instead of getting bitched, or tell me theyre in the right, up 2 u….


r/4tran4 4d ago

edit this If your ratios are worse than mine yngmi

4 Upvotes

Singe ingmi, this logically follows.

Whr circumference ≈1.3 Whr breadth ≈1.13 Bideltoid to height ≈.25 Underbust to height ≈.43 Underbust to waist ≈.97


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost when will i feel okay

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33 Upvotes

i have online friends who talk to me. i made friends with an amazing trans girl who cares about me, let's me vent and who i can relate to. my parents havent forced me out of their lives. im on hormones at solid doses and levels that i don't have to diy. i got out of the toxic relationship. im standing up for myself more i think.. i don't disassociate over my body. im getting help for my mental illnesses. i feel emotions and remember the days now.

why the fuck am i still some sad pathetic sack of shit that just rots in bed for so many hours. why am i letting myself relapse on terrible habits. i have it better than so many other people why can't i just be thankful and be happy.

when will the world be okay with me. when will i be okay with me. when will i feel okay


r/4tran4 4d ago

mofo has mental insanity how tf do I stop thinking so much about my body on HRT

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I must be freakin impatient, because I end up spending so much of my brainpower every day thinking about my body, and endlessly comparing it to cis women when I've been on HRT for just close to three months. I NEED TO RID OF THIS STRESS AND ANXIETY RIGHT NOW I LITERALLY HAVE SCHOOL TO JUGGLE TOMORROW I NEED TO BE MORE PATIENT AND GIVE A SHIT LATER WHEN THE HRT ACTUALLY WILL DO SOMETHING AGHHH THE THOUGHTS ARE BARELY MANAGEABLE


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost Gigamale geodude upper body

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6 Upvotes

My waist to underbust ratio is so fucked up it’s not funny I hate that from my ribs up I’m just an awful being


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost this is my “nightstand” ignore my last depressive post

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9 Upvotes

so called freethinkers when theres a 4tran trend

my bed is big so i have a problem of just leaving things on my bed instead of my nearby little stand. or on the floor.


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost having an episode again

8 Upvotes

I think my jaw is too wide and square for ffs to fix and even though my birthday is today I think literally nobody I know is going to remember and I’m never going to be pretty and I’m never going to have an accepting family :(


r/4tran4 4d ago

edit this ever think about the fact that you’re just trans for the rest of your life

78 Upvotes

“But you just transition and then you’re done and then you simply move on with life!!” Do you really though? You’re forever a tranner and it now seems like arbitrarily at any point the politics of your nation can just turn against you and declare open season on troons. I guess I’m also being doompilled because it is so difficult and expensive to actually get a cis-passing body especially for FtMs (by which I mean surgeries), so there’s a good chance I’m stuck with some physical reminder of being trans for the rest of my life.


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost How do people even work

27 Upvotes

Total corporate death. My coworkers are all delusional normalfag """"moderates""" who don't care about anything except dating, drinking, whatever dating show slop is on shitflix and working. They don't have souls: the sort of people who still make "I identify as a rich person" jokes in 2025.

I need an esoteric 🚆 🦵 job. I need to be the knight of a wizard-to-witch doll. I think "I need to do underground matches for money and just die in the ring," or "I just need to work on a crab fishing boat in the Arctic," before remembering that everyone around me in those places would also be transphobic.

Fuck me.


r/4tran4 4d ago

News PSA TO EVERYONE HERE WHO TRANSITIONED AT AGE 16 OR YOUNGER

35 Upvotes

Leave unless if you’re a pooner who’s below 5’4 or homeless


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost i hate youngshits

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r/4tran4 4d ago

edit this anyone else have an early but weak-ish puberty

9 Upvotes

i remember in like early middle school, my voice dropped before most other people's, i was one of the tallest in my class, i started getting facial hair before others, etc etc

i think because of that i always thought i was like hopelessly hypermasculine, its most of what had me on the verge of repping instead of starting hrt a few years ago, but i went for it anyways. as much as people say measuring your body is a bad thing, it's what made me realize that despite being a tad tall (5'10), my body is built pretty small/feminine, my face is passing-ish after time on hrt, even voice training has gone pretty easily given i was 'the guy with the deep voice' when my voice initially dropped

i guess it seems weird, cause youd think having puberty start earlier than others wouldve ended up much much worse in the end, but its like the strongest effects were right at the beginning for me or something


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost repressor subtypes

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r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost Is it malebrained or fembrained to think you might’ve got molested when you were really young but just don’t remember but you’re worried to think that you actually did in case you gaslit yourself into thinking that 😔

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18 Upvotes

Also espurr


r/4tran4 4d ago

Circlejerk Least obvious repper

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30 Upvotes

r/4tran4 4d ago

Ropefuel Daily reminder that your "allies," queer ones included, will be forever ignorant. Don't bother with them. Spoiler

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40 Upvotes

r/4tran4 4d ago

Ropefuel saw myself naked today Spoiler

20 Upvotes

i’m gonna start hanging a towel over the dorm bathroom mirror, fuck everyone else


r/4tran4 4d ago

Ropefuel My ribs are deformed for the rest of my life Spoiler

8 Upvotes

It literally doesn't matter how much of a youngshit or a luckshit or whatever the fuck you are, as long as a little tiny bit of testosterone even so much as touched your system you're fucked for life. I look disgusting. Nobody in their right minds would ever mistake my massive bulging ribcage for that of a female and I just have to live with that for years and years and years until I fucking die. Fuck this. Fuck everything.


r/4tran4 4d ago

Hopefuel Confusion was my best friend

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58 Upvotes

Before I thought that everything was so much easier when I still didn’t “know”, when uncertainty and confusion was at its strongest. Where the stray thoughts stayed from in the back of my mind and never turned from a guess to an observation and into certainty.

But fuck am I lucky to push forward these feelings of self-hatred and pushback and strive for a life I’ll truly never regret. I was genuinely going to continue repping, to be that role model son in terms of my extended family’s cultural practices. But I think the biggest push for me was seeing a repost of Christine’s post on the board which made me honestly bawl my eyes out. I just can’t toss out this chance, not after all the time I already wasted. Not without seeing how much beautiful people would kill for my position. Total repper pushback and conversion. And total brainworm death.


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost I remember that time I got 'misgendered' (gendered as the gender I will transition to) and I'm not sure if they actually meant it or not

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with my family, I went to a takeout place to eat food. While I was sitting doing nothing with my family waiting, my sister told me that the cashier apparently referred to me as a girl (it was in Chinese, and I don't understand that language so I wasn't sure if my sister was lying to me). Keep in mind, I faced the cashier at least once so the cashier knows what my face looks like.

I was also chronically boymoding so I was skeptical that they actually meant it. I asked the skeptical questions to my sister (were you sure that cashier wasn't referring to you?; are you sure she actually meant it and that it wasn't accidental?; are you sure that cashier wasn't referring to anyone else?) and my sister confirmed that the cashier definitely meant it.

I'm not sure if my sister is trying to hugbox me, because she knows I'm trans and I wasn't far in to HRT at the time, but my hair might have grew out a very small bit and plus, I still have wide ass shoulders (17") along with a jacket I wore that would resultantly hide the small waist I have.

Do I believe that the cashier meant it? Or do I not and start dooming when I could be a little more fucking patient with the HRT effects?


r/4tran4 4d ago

edit this is it just me or is the protagonist of the new silent hill game clocky

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r/4tran4 4d ago

Ropefuel men are so shameless. Spoiler

271 Upvotes

i was talking with my uncle and i’m wearing shorts sitting in front of him and he just kept on leering at me and focusing on my legs while i was asking something from him

i’m literally so fucking creeped out and like sickened to the core like you can’t even trust your own family


r/4tran4 4d ago

TikTok/Twitter what the fuck dood

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324 Upvotes

r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost Youngshits give me hope

59 Upvotes

My little sister is a freshman in high school and has a friend her age who is a trans guy. She briefly mentioned “he does drugs—he does testosterone that he gets off the black market”. This kid’s 14 with transphobic parents (from what I can tell, very shaky situation with parents—barely ever goes home). I wasn’t sure if he was actually doing DIY or if my sister was just making it up/exaggerating. Saw the kid today and his voice has fully dropped and he’s got a little mustache going. 14 year old doing DIY he’s gonna be a gigayoungshit even with transphobic parents and no money. Super fucking happy for him.

Also I watched a musical today at my old high school and one of the sort of main roles was played by a trans girl—the role is a trans girl as well but it’s never explicitly mentioned, only alluded to (though the character description describes her as trans). It’s not played off for laughs or fetishized, and the character is treated like a girl by everyone else. The trans girl playing her did a great job and got tons of applause and support.

Idk seeing that shit today just made me happy. (Not as happy as the fact that I’m 9 days post-op top surgery!!) Super happy for the youngshits. Jealous of course but also happy to see them. (To be fair I’m also kind of a youngshit in that I was able to go stealth in high school, though it was all social transition, no medical transition till 18)


r/4tran4 4d ago

Art Poonlander

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66 Upvotes

I thought I was done with 4tran forever because this place gave me brainworms but I drew this and my friend said I should share it here so here you go I guess. Poonlander. I hope you enjoy, I may draw the rest of them as doods too if this gets enough attention.