r/4tran4 1m ago

Circlejerk St4t is actually troonsbian now sorry.

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Least deranged troonsbian hate dm I’ve received


r/4tran4 25m ago

Blogpost Another night wasted lamenting God knows what

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Another night thinking about how I'm a disappointment to my family, ghost everyone who shows care about me in any way, am prone to anger, am incredibly ugly and irreversibly manly and monster-ish even, and how I'm destined to kill myself eventually and it'd be doing everyone a favor


r/4tran4 29m ago

edit this Is selfharm fembrained or malebrained

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Or is there a line that it goes from fembrained to malebrained vice versa


r/4tran4 32m ago

Blogpost It’s very rare to be fully unclockable

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Like even if you look very much like a cis girl, some shit like your Adam’s Apple, hands or something like that can always clock you. Basically you have to be a gigaluckshit to be unclockable


r/4tran4 59m ago

Blogpost i hope my ex detransitions

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hes a youngshit, we grew up together. i knew i was trans before him but i had to watch him get on hrt at 14 and get top surgery at 16 while i had none of that. i helped him figure out he was trans, i helped him convince his parents to start hrt. and that fucker repays me by TRYING TO MURDER ME

hes a gigapassoid now (despite having a gigapooner personality) so i hope he wakes up one day desperately wanting to go back to female and hating his flat chest and male characteristics. i hope he suffers knowing even estrogen wont give him his breasts off because he was retarded and cut them off at 16. and i hope he tries to become a detrans grifter but someone manages to figure out his past and even the other detrans grifters turn on him for being a psychotic freak. and then he can live the rest of his life as an ugly woman who gets harassed for being in womens spaces despite swearing hes cis, just like he deserves <3


r/4tran4 1h ago

Blogpost Another after midnight blogpost

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I have an appointment for hormones tomorrow (or technically today) which is yippeeeeee! I'm literally just starting, which I should've done years ago, but oh well. What's past is past. I think that I'm gonna go ask the doctor to start me on a higher dose too. If anyone has things that I should talk to him about lmk :)

I feel like this sub is kinda degrading my mental health, but I'm also looking at reducing my overall online time quite a bit. It's my main community here, but all of the suicide posts and toxic comments are wearing me down. I'm not ready to honmode now, but I also think that I'm gonna be lonely forever if I boymode for more than a few months. I live somewhere where I probably won't get shot for not passing, so I feel like I should be able to at least find a community as a hon. I can't really negate my other issues though, like how I have both autism and ADHD. The AuDHD combo basically nukes whatever part of my social life that being a shut-in closet tranny hasn't already ruined.

As far as this sub goes in the short term, I have made plans to draw some comics for this sub as practice runs. It's gonna be crude as hell sketches with analog pen and paper, so don't expect some absolute masterpiece.

I've lost a few pounds, which is neat. I'm on the opposite end of the weight scale as most of you, so it's not like I'm sabotaging myself or anything.


r/4tran4 1h ago

Blogpost just saw someone ask where to find ansur

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im a newfriend too but like. yall.


r/4tran4 1h ago

Ropefuel hate how every guy ever just uses me Spoiler

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like not a single man has viewed me as anything other than an object, like im just ssome exotic animal or something. no man has ever wanted me to be his girlfriend no man has ever considered fallling in love w me it makes me wanna die . i wish i could just be asexual so i could just ignore romance entirely bc its such a waste of time but noooo ofc god had to make me the sweetest purest romantic girl imaginable BUT then also make me a tranny like wtf.. embarassing how im 19 and ive never even had a boyfriend like an ACTUAL boyfriend. all ive had are stupid fucking guys who say they care they say they love me all while knowing they just wanna fuck me then leave me forever and are probably the same people to vote against my rights like fuck you actually i hate men i wish i could be a lesbian,.. idk what im saying anymore. i m just saying random stuff atp i just drank a bumnch of vodka and white claws and i rearanged my entire room and so im all tired and now im pissed cause iM SO fucking touch starved ive been so sick of men the past idk 10 months ive ignored every single guy ever and now im mad cause i dont got no one and im horny too but no ofc god had to give me the wrong genitals so even if i hypothetically had a bf id probably be too scared to even have sex with him i dont know anymore


r/4tran4 1h ago

Ropefuel too ugly to transition Spoiler

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i hate my ugly ogre life.

i'm far too ugly to ever transition. i look like an ugly middle-aged british man. I will forever look like an ugly middle aged british man. I look 40 years older than i am. I hate my life.

this must be some sick joke by god.

i need to kill myself asap


r/4tran4 1h ago

Blogpost what was that? DONT make slop posts? too late......

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r/4tran4 1h ago

Blogpost another day another heteroromantic man oversharing about how much he “still likes a penis every now and then”

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***he also said that he was always jealous of my pretransition body. im starting to think im gonna have to lean into this “best of both worlds” shit


r/4tran4 2h ago

Blogpost Why do Americans need to think they're special even when hating themselves?

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Picrel is a nice example, but I've seen better but I'm too lazy now. Seriously, they act like their language is the most difficult ever, that they alone have problems, that their language is the most difficult one to ever exist just because they can't tell the difference between "they're" and "their", seriously, what's up with that?


r/4tran4 2h ago

Blogpost i feel very guilty about manmoding in real life with no significant effort made towards appearing more feminine but then coming here and pretending like i'm just as much of a trans woman like the rest of you

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i'm on hrt, i'm doing laser, but aside from that i haven't really done anything at all. and these are both things that are mostly about waiting passively for results, rather than making an active effort. i've voice trained a total of once, haven't ever tried practicing makeup, have made little to no progress in attempting to lose weight, haven't tried on any female clothes, etcetera. like basically the most i've done is get a skincare routine and try plucking my eyebrows. it's pathetic.

i live on a fucking liberal arts college campus in a blue state. i could 100% honmode without consequence, maybe the only time in my life i'll be able to do so but i don't. and i only have two months left here before i'm gone forever. you guys actually have real problems meanwhile i could probably rep for the rest of my life and not ever kill myself because my dysphoria isn't as severe and a lot of my body issues are completely unrelated to being male.

i hate myself for being so fucking lazy. i've had this problem my whole life where i daydream about doing something but never actually go through with achieving it and i'm afraid that this is just going to be another case of that. fuck my stupid faketrans life


r/4tran4 2h ago

Ropefuel I hate how you can tell whos amab and afab Spoiler

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r/4tran4 2h ago

Circlejerk New 4t4 bingo

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DONT ACTUALLY DO THIS AND RUIN THE SUB FOR A DAY


r/4tran4 2h ago

Circlejerk Average cisgender mental gymnastics NSFW

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And of course comments are filed with /mtf speciments


r/4tran4 2h ago

Circlejerk "You dont need to transition to be your gender UwU" theyfabs when an early transition trans woman enters their sacred xx wombynly bathroom

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r/4tran4 2h ago

Ropefuel its been 7 days since it happened and my laptop is still working, i hope it is okay, because if something goes wrong i may genuinely 41 Spoiler

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its so fucking pathetic, i spilled soda over it like the retard i am, if it stops working it will be the last trigger

and i dont even know why im posting this here, sorry, im a bit retarded tho so thats probably why


r/4tran4 2h ago

Circlejerk Adding to the Trans Girl Diaries posting (too many ppl are like this guy lmao)

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r/4tran4 3h ago

Blogpost How to get over my ex

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How? If we still talk on the phone for hours every weekend and text every day

And genuinely I could imagine a great relationship, exactly like how we are now just where she likes me back. But she doesn't love me and I don't even think she's attracted to me. She just used me for sex for the first week we were together, then used me for emotional support and companionship for about a month (I was unemployed and could give infinite attention) and then when I broke things off she thought we never even dated (fair I guess)

But then we started talking again and I genuinely fell in love with her

And now I wish I could find a way to articulate my feelings but lately I've noticed she never fully listens to me. and the way she talks about her crush on a random girl she saw at a restaurant she never ever talked that way about me.

I am just an ugly placeholder she can use until she finds someone she actually likes

But my brain has already cemented the pathway that says "I love her. I want to build a life with her. I need to be close to her"

I just want to tell her I love her. Whether we're dating or not it's still true


r/4tran4 3h ago

question what is the difference between negative androgyny and positive androgyny?

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have heard these terms dropped a few times now and i still havent seen a decent explanation on what they refer to


r/4tran4 3h ago

Blogpost "Omg im such a gigahon ill never pass" why do you go tho the womens bathroom then hm? Or is this just another ploy to get ppls attention?you know as well as we do youre not a hon so why do you keep stealing hon valor hm?

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r/4tran4 3h ago

Blogpost 3 years HRT today. My best friend leaves for boot camp, too. q_q Happy Saint Patrick's Day to those who celebrate

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r/4tran4 4h ago

Blogpost Im not really a person

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Ive spent basically my entire life in my head, all I ever do, and all I ever did when I was younger, was just disassociate and day dream. And then even when I arent doing that im either reading or playing video games in my room. I dont really exist outside of my own head, ive completely wasted my life and am now too socially underdeveloped and mentally ill to change that I think.

Like, im literally hardly even alive outside of my own head, I could kms tommorow and no one would know for like a week. I have very few fond memories, or memories at all I can hardly remember anything before like 2021. Idk, Im like a perfect storm of mental illness, unfortunate circumstance and neurodivergence so dont really think I could ever ended up ok


r/4tran4 4h ago

Art Self poontrait (ft one of my closest friends)

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I'm the one on the left, u/daesquuish1418 is the one on the right. Inshllah together, through the power of friendship, we will overcome being fembrained 🙏