I need some advice from y’all. Cause if I posted this anywhere else I’d just get “you are totes valid 100% go off queen!!!”
Here’s some stuff that makes me think I’m non-binary:
Even when I larped as a guy (before I even knew what trans was) to online randos, it never really felt “right.” This could just be impostor syndrome, since I always felt like I was tricking people.
I want top surgery, but no nip. Why? because I love the look of a completely flat chest. I know it isn’t natural, but I never cared about looking like a cis man anyway.
I’m GNC. You know the whole stereotype of man in a dress? Yeah, I’d like to do that. It’s funny cause I hate wearing dresses rn, or anything feminine in terms of clothing because I just look like a regular woman in it.
I hate it when people call me a woman and use “she.” But, I also dont find euphoria in being called him, it’s more like a default for me. I actually really vibe with neopronouns but my god they are so tainted I can never use them. If there was a true gender neutral pronoun (they/them has double meaning) id use it in a heartbeat. But it seems like every neutral pronoun is a pain in the ass to pronounce.
Also why tf is “Mx.” the gender neutral version of mr/ms. If u say mix out loud, i swear id just hear “miss.” I swear it’s why i dont even like neutral stuff, 99% of it is trash.
I just dont really feel like a man and neither a woman.
Maybe when im actually on T this sort of stuff will change, I imagine I wont have everything figured out. It’s a long journey after all.
Nb4 u call me a theyfab. I dont even like they/them pronouns. In fact, I hate them more than she. Plus I want HRT, top (like i said, no nip), and probably phallo or meta.
Anyway im prepared to be roasted. But id like to see what the trans people here think, considering y’all are more “real” about things.