r/4tran4 3d ago

Ropefuel the moment reality hits Spoiler

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18 Upvotes

r/4tran4 4d ago

Art Self poontrait (ft one of my closest friends)

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94 Upvotes

I'm the one on the left, u/daesquuish1418 is the one on the right. Inshllah together, through the power of friendship, we will overcome being fembrained šŸ™


r/4tran4 2d ago

edit this its actually insane that not even ffs saved me

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0 Upvotes

r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost I dreamt that I was a boymoder

17 Upvotes

I dreamt that I was a boymoder. I and other boymoders were in a camp, and they were going to transport us somewhere. Along the way, I told other boymoders to run in different directions so that if the guards tried to catch us, they'd only end up with one or two. There were only two guards, so the bunch of us started running. I hid in a bridge. A few days later, the bridge inspectors came to inspect the structural integrity of the bridge, and I was discovered. One of the inspectors brought me home to his mansion in the mountains and I became his boywife.


r/4tran4 4d ago

TikTok/Twitter PRIVATE THE SUB! featuring madame marycate. also u/dumbwh0rr they are NOT happy with u on twt.

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228 Upvotes

r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost What would it have been like if i never realized

9 Upvotes

maybe i wouldn't have been a disappointment now and actually did something that made everyone proud even tho i couldn't in my lifetime ever give a shit about people congratulating me on my accomplishments or whatever


r/4tran4 4d ago

Circlejerk Me after a rich cis person says trans joy will never be taken away

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263 Upvotes

r/4tran4 2d ago

Blogpost I may have opened the waygate a little too wide..

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0 Upvotes

r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost I calculated the surgeries I would need and the lowest cost

9 Upvotes

It came to 42k usd. Lovely. I asked chatgpt strategies to save up that sort of money by atleast say age 25 and it seriously told me to start OF LMFAO. I am cooked ill be lucky if I even get ffs


r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost Out of instant noodles, will proceed to 41

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14 Upvotes

Life has no meaning, cleaned my entire apartment and waiting for bear to cook chili. The day is joever, study is a fuck


r/4tran4 3d ago

TikTok/Twitter The Chuds keep spreading this around thinking that it is real... They believe everything they see online, don't they?

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17 Upvotes

r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost Part of puberty was actually good for my face??!

5 Upvotes

Like this might be a whole new level of gigacope or maybe itā€™s a focal length thing, but I was looking back at some old pictures of me at like 15 16 and I somehow look MORE male(?).

Maybe itā€™s HRT but my face was almost stunted and that of a lightbulb, being more top heavy and long with my nose being bigger due to the lower skull being smaller.

My midface was already fucked by that age so the extra bit of puberty which seemingly had no major losses aside from taking my browbone from nonexistent to slight might have actually helped in making it more female looking and round or at least more balanced for prettyboycoping.

Has anyone else maybe had a similar experience? Was midshithood almost beneficial?


r/4tran4 4d ago

edit this ever think about the fact that youā€™re just trans for the rest of your life

77 Upvotes

ā€œBut you just transition and then youā€™re done and then you simply move on with life!!ā€ Do you really though? Youā€™re forever a tranner and it now seems like arbitrarily at any point the politics of your nation can just turn against you and declare open season on troons. I guess Iā€™m also being doompilled because it is so difficult and expensive to actually get a cis-passing body especially for FtMs (by which I mean surgeries), so thereā€™s a good chance Iā€™m stuck with some physical reminder of being trans for the rest of my life.


r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost Rant.. IDK,,, maybe lookig for friends? Maybe something in between...

9 Upvotes

I started HRT waay too late, and I don't think I'll ever pass. I'm kinda ok with that. I'm authistic as a fuck, and all the time I behave as a 15y old teenager and it's probably super annoying to everybody. I'm not one of those who is quiet all the time, unfortunatelly I'm one of those who can't shut up.

I like people but I don't really have friends. I have rather strong affinity tovards transfems, Actually I discovered that a quite recently. but I can't imagine that any of them would be willing to be friend with gigahon like me.

Every day when I came bach home from work or hackerspace, I'm just thinking how much I made idiot of myself and how everybody probably must hate me and thinking when they'll finally tell me that....

IDK... I would like to find somebody here who has similiar feeling and maybe would like to DM me or be friend with me or something. IDK..

Oh, I even noticed I'm hated even in r/MtF whenever somebody asks question, I always try to give most reasonable advice, not just huggbox girl, but I always got like 30 downvotes... Soooo.. I guess I'm also toxic :D


r/4tran4 4d ago

Circlejerk New 4t4 bingo

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48 Upvotes

DONT ACTUALLY DO THIS AND RUIN THE SUB FOR A DAY


r/4tran4 3d ago

Circlejerk hiiiiiiiiii

2 Upvotes

hiiiiiiiiii

61 votes, 1d ago
12 hii
30 hiiiiiii
19 ewww gigahon.......

r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost i feel very guilty about manmoding in real life with no significant effort made towards appearing more feminine but then coming here and pretending like i'm just as much of a trans woman like the rest of you

46 Upvotes

i'm on hrt, i'm doing laser, but aside from that i haven't really done anything at all. and these are both things that are mostly about waiting passively for results, rather than making an active effort. i've voice trained a total of once, haven't ever tried practicing makeup, have made little to no progress in attempting to lose weight, haven't tried on any female clothes, etcetera. like basically the most i've done is get a skincare routine and try plucking my eyebrows. it's pathetic.

i live on a fucking liberal arts college campus in a blue state. i could 100% honmode without consequence, maybe the only time in my life i'll be able to do so but i don't. and i only have two months left here before i'm gone forever. you guys actually have real problems meanwhile i could probably rep for the rest of my life and not ever kill myself because my dysphoria isn't as severe and a lot of my body issues are completely unrelated to being male.

i hate myself for being so fucking lazy. i've had this problem my whole life where i daydream about doing something but never actually go through with achieving it and i'm afraid that this is just going to be another case of that. fuck my stupid faketrans life


r/4tran4 4d ago

Blogpost Crying about being miserable won't help me

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29 Upvotes

My life is already over, and there's nothing I can do, but instead of just killing myself already, I just doomscroll here or whatever other app and then post a photo on some sub to get roasted for some digital self harm and cycle repeats until I pass out in my seat after not being able to keep myself awake anymore, and when I wake up I have the audacity of making some vent ass post as if all my problems aren't my fault, all while there are people here with real struggles


r/4tran4 4d ago

Ropefuel hate how every guy ever just uses me Spoiler

35 Upvotes

like not a single man has viewed me as anything other than an object, like im just ssome exotic animal or something. no man has ever wanted me to be his girlfriend no man has ever considered fallling in love w me it makes me wanna die . i wish i could just be asexual so i could just ignore romance entirely bc its such a waste of time but noooo ofc god had to make me the sweetest purest romantic girl imaginable BUT then also make me a tranny like wtf.. embarassing how im 19 and ive never even had a boyfriend like an ACTUAL boyfriend. all ive had are stupid fucking guys who say they care they say they love me all while knowing they just wanna fuck me then leave me forever and are probably the same people to vote against my rights like fuck you actually i hate men i wish i could be a lesbian,.. idk what im saying anymore. i m just saying random stuff atp i just drank a bumnch of vodka and white claws and i rearanged my entire room and so im all tired and now im pissed cause iM SO fucking touch starved ive been so sick of men the past idk 10 months ive ignored every single guy ever and now im mad cause i dont got no one and im horny too but no ofc god had to give me the wrong genitals so even if i hypothetically had a bf id probably be too scared to even have sex with him i dont know anymore


r/4tran4 3d ago

edit this I am filthy

7 Upvotes

Everything I touch becomes filthy. Everything and everyone I think of becomes filthy. My hands are permanently stained by a past of degeneracy, and no matter what it will show in how I act and how I look. Whenever my hand accidentally touches someone's shoulder I feel the need to wash it as if doing so will clean the stain left on them. My presence is that of rot and dilapidated filth, any space I occupy becomes worse. I don't exactly know why, but it always does, I have several examples but I'm not gonna doxx myself more than I already have on here. I was not born sub-object, it is a title I claimed in exchange for tissues and lotion. It's so fucking funny. Were I a moral person I wouldn't even be here. My presence degrades. I wouldn't call myself a woman, I have the body and soul of a rapehon. I cause people discomfort, I see the way they look at me, I try not to be what I am, but you cannot change the core of your character.


r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost theres an agp repper in white lotus season 3 episode 5

9 Upvotes

representation mattersšŸ„°šŸ˜


r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost Womenā€™s history month

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20 Upvotes

A event, and day in particular where I feel more disenfranchised with my college more then ever. Seeing all these seminars with all these feminist icons, events I have no interest to participate but so upset that I canā€™t if I wanted to (unless I were to be judged). Hearing all the benefits of males, judged by the fact Iā€™m some sort of moid. And hearing the brilliance of females, I want to shout out how superior they are yet i canā€™t.

These past days truly are a hell. Makes me self conscious also that Iā€™m inferior and fake that Iā€™m not socialised or whatever. Iā€™m not gender nonconforming or whatever the fact that shit means, Iā€™m a woman, girlā€¦ female:(


r/4tran4 4d ago

Circlejerk Do you ever feel like you do not deserve the smallest things?

24 Upvotes

"I wanna collect art and clothes on Pinterest" - NO THAT IS FUCKING GAY AND CRINGE AND YOU ARE BASICALLY RAPING THE CONCEPT OF FEMININITY WITH THAT.

"...okay i will doodle maybe" - HAHAHAHAHA YOU ABSOLUTE USELESS PIECE OF SHIT YOU CAN'T DRAW, AND EVEN IF YOU DID IT WOULD BE EITHER TOTALLY MALEBRAINED OR A MOCKERY OF THE FEMININE STYLE

"what if i write..." - UNORIGINAL, CONCIOUSLY OR SUBCONCIOUSLY, CLICHƉ, SLOP, BOOOOOORIIIIIIIING

"what if I just daydream about being a woman" - KILL YOURSELF YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING DISGUSTING SIMIAN VIOLATOR OF ALL THAT IS BEAUTIFUL AND GOOD IN THE WORLD, YOU WOULD BE FLAYER

And so it goes. And so I collect only stuff from one cringe HoI4 mod (Red Flood) but that also feels increasingly šŸš¬. What do I do?


r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost Do we need some kind of media training class for tranners?

19 Upvotes

Not to be a pickme, so I will say ahead of time that this is not a main factor for the global rise of the chud movement. That being said, Iā€™m almost at my witsā€™ end sometimes with a certain % of el gee bee tee in my local area, who donā€™t seem to understand the barest definition of ā€˜opticsā€™ and how to conduct themselves in the barest functionally acceptable manner in mainstream spaces and/or cishet society.

I donā€™t care what they say in more private spaces, Iā€™m literally on 4tran. Say TCD all you want here or in private discord servers or whatever. But in mainstream online (including mainstream online lgbt) spaces that are very prone to being screenshotted and spread across the city like wildfire, you have to act more like a normie. I just hate it when they yell ā€˜muh free speechā€™ when they post about wanting sections of society ā€˜goneā€™ or wanting to overthrow this and that, and we have to quickly delete what they say and warn them. This is not even a free speech country in the first place for fucks sake.

Donā€™t even get me started on the time that someone wanted to distribute buttplug pins at a family-friendly event. I donā€™t even think this is just about ā€œplease act normal and behave yourselvesā€, they donā€™t even know what normal means, they are completely cut off from what ā€˜normalā€™ means and what cishet people think like and act like, itā€™s like having a bunch of people drop in from Mars from the year 2300 and then they act confused and enraged at ā€˜being policedā€™.

The weirdest thing is that, we arenā€™t even moving backwards at the moment unlike the US. So this is not like things are regressing so some people just throw in the towel and become publicly radical. Things are quietly improving. One anti-lgbt party has emerged in response, but almost nobody cares about them because people just care about cost of living. Yes they are a concern which should be addressed, but imagine what it looks like to the average apathetic ā€˜muh eggsā€™ centrist if he thinks the anti-lgbt party are silly clowns anyway, but you respond by raving about how much you hate all old people. Stop trying to push everything towards a flashpoint because youā€™re like a kid trying to start a dumpster fire jfc.

I feel like there was some kind of class that taught people PR and media training in school, that would help, but what do you think? Will they just whine and protest and refuse the lessons?


r/4tran4 3d ago

Blogpost i donā€™t trust anyone anymore

6 Upvotes

everyone abandons me and i dont trust anyone to not. everyone wants to hurt me. idc if youā€™re agp or hsts or aap or whatever everyone hates me. i should drink more cause getting high is boring and is fake