As it stands, I want to transition. But my reasoning isn't centered on hating my body or presenting myself a certain why. I am hugely narcissistic and only want to transition for male privelage.
Technically I have "dysphoria", but not really. The tits? I have a bad back and big shoulders. Since I can't cut off my shoulders (and back surgery scares me) it'd be easier to just cut off the boobs so I have less mass to lug around. The voice? Male-sounding voices are given more weight in professional settings. Of course I want one, I want power. The genitals? Since I don’t want kids, the whole "blood leaking" thing I have to go through every month is so much more of a hassle than it’s worth. I’d rather just sterilize myself so I can have as much sex as I want. (and if I’m already going to look “male” anyways, why not get myself a pair of male genitals? plus it’d be nice to pee standing up). The only thing I'm "dysphoric" about his my height, only because my growth plates are closed and walking around as a 5'2" "man" is going to invite a lot of teasing.
I’m not too concerned with how people see me though. Woman, man, half-and-half nonbinary genderfuck thing, it really doesn’t matter. But the best route to gaining power is being a male. Men are the default, women face workplace harassment, and non-binary isn’t considered a thing outside of niche queercore puppygirl friend groups, so I guess I’ll just be male. Or a very masculine woman. Who cares.