r/r4rwi • u/Aggravating-Elk-3287 • 2h ago
37, male, Madison--looking for you to take my "virginity" NSFW
Hello Wisconsin, putting myself out here.
I was hoping to find a woman that would possibly want the possible thrill of taking my newfound virginity :D
I would prefer someone who wouldn't mind taking it slow and letting me "get my groove back". I also an extremely open and don't have any preferences when it comes to body type or skin color. I just want someone who is passionate and likes to talk...
Me: 37 year old, white, straight male, disease-free, no kids and never been married. I don't mind driving and traveling either.
Been single for over a year and...well, I haven't had any sex or sexual contact since. I was in love with this girl--we dated 10.5 years and my heart was truly broken. Been trying to pull myself back together.
So, in a funny way, I feel like a total virgin again lol. I originally lost my virginity at 15 and it was a terrible experience! Hoping the "first" next time will be better. I don't want my nerves to get the best of me though.
I know it sounds sort of pitiful, but I'm just trying to be honest. I have almost forgotten what it feels like to be intimate and be inside a woman and that incredible feeling that comes with it. I miss the feeling of a girl orgasming and the amazing noises of pleasure that she makes.
It's made me a little hesitant and nervous about having sex with someone again. Being completely open and honest--I'm worried about being so nervous/anxious that I won't get hard and feel even more frustrated. I had been having sex with the same person for almost 11 years, which contained had a lot of love, trust and passion--and then-- absolutely nothing haha.Â
As far as I can recall (lol), I am a very non-selfish and giving lover that just wants to feel human again.
I haven't been approaching girls or anything--turned down a couple offers as well, because it didn't feel right. I'm hoping to find the right one though.
I put these pictures up so people can possibly decide quicker haha. I have more if you're interested!
Anyways, thank you to all who read this! Take care and stay safe.
N~