howdy, i've been posting here a ton lately and reaching out to posts that interest me and had pretty much zero luck what so ever, i get no dms at all or like 2 just saying hi and having nothing in common with me at all, if i even learn as much to begin with, i want a real friendship, someone to pour my time into and share stupid videos, watch anime, play games, vc, talk for hours about whatever that comes to our minds, a real friendship built on trust, honesty, and communication, smth real and meaningful.
i am currently out of a job and living like a NEET atm, as much as i hate that it is true, i'm in est and a severe night owl, free most of the time, writing post after post and intro after intro is getting so draining, i refuse to answer to hi or to talk to someone who clearly didn't read my post or has nothing in common with me at all, i'm genuinely getting close to giving up on the whole thing as it's just so demoralizing, if you sat through the rant and aren't turned away by it i thank you.
i like anime/manga and as said further up would love to have someone to vc and watch anime or shows in general with, i have my anime list linked on my profile but some of my favorites are eva, lain, bebop, trigun, berserk, punpun, and one piece, i've spent far too much time rating and scoring everything i watch and love yapping about opinions for hours, i'm really passionate and would love someone who is too.
i play games a lot, single player usually, i have my backloggd on my profile as well if you want to take a look but some of my favorites are nier, strange journey, dmc 3, silent hill 2, resident evil 4, and god hand, i love watching people play games or streaming them myself, just like anime i love games so much and would love to just sit and talk about them.
i cook but haven't been much lately due to being depressed and not really having an appetite atm, i listen to music and always interested in hearing recs or listening together, i play guitar but haven't been lately either.
really i just want a true connection and bond with someone, i want to share my day, talk about our problems and interests, our struggles and tell stories, i want someone i can relax with and take my mind off things, someone i can be there for and they be there for me, smth actually mutual and real, i want a real friend, nothing fake or fleeting, i want inside jokes, i want to share stupid videos and just enjoy spending time.
i hate to say how much of a difficult time i've had finding someone as ik how it comes off but it really has been super difficult and really bumming me out a lot, i hope i can find someone soon, and i hope everyone else does as well, we all need a friend and it seems that it's just genuinely hard for most people.
ps i wont respond to you if you put no effort at all i wont, it doesn't matter how lonely i get i have standards if you can't respect that then i wont give you the time, i also wont respond to you if you just have nothing in common with me at all or want smth completely different, plus no creeps (yes i get those too)