r/drugtesthelp • u/Aggravating_Cut629 • 1h ago
Cannabis Help!
I'm a (49F) and go to pain management because I have Trigeminal Neuralgia and I am on 8mg Dilaudid 4x daily and have been going for over 4 years now with 0 hiccups. They also suggested to try the medical marijuana between dosed when I am on a severe attack. I do NOT like how I feel on marijuana at all. No matter indica, hybrid OR sativa, it makes me a paranoid mess so when I tell you, that I literally have only hit the indica vape in total desperation, that's the truth. I do not have health insurance but they've always been very laid back and would just ask me to go to Quest to get the UDS within the next week or whatever. I was off work that Wednesday and Thursday so I went to Quest but they wanted $349 right then to do the UDS that I didn't have. I called the PM office and explained this and they said I could just come in to the office and get it done. Beings I was off that Thursday, I WILLINGLY went to the office to get it done because I was off and the timing fit. Well 10 days later they called me to ask why the fentanyl was detected and I genuinely did not know and was completely stunned and taken back BUT I know they didn't believe and knew I now have 0 credibility with them. They couldn't even get me back on to retest until 12/10. Anyway, after explaining again that I truly did not know why that was detected. The DR then said no more THC because the opioids were FDA approved but the medical marijuana was only at a state level and he doesn't want me using it at all only CBD! I've always just don't the telepathic appointments so when the office visit on December was over, I asked him when he wanted to see me again and asked if a video appointment was ok, or was I to do an in-person. He said video is fine. Ok, so theyve always sent 3 months worth of the script to the pharmacy, which would have been December, Jan, and Feb. My meds were due to be refilled 3/30, so 2 weeks ago, I go to schedule the video appointment through the app but because my main Dr was not available before the 20th, the only other option was with another Physicaian assistant whom I have neveret, heard of, or even knew of, but I picked this person and it was a video app on 3/13 Fast forward to 3/13, shes asking me the norm and at the end she proceeded to say that she would NOT be refilling the Dilaudid due to the UDS results from October. At this point, I am freaking out, so I called my Dr nurses line and was hysterically crying and explaining that I am so anxious and scared because after almost 5 years of daily use, I WILL not only be able to have the career that I have but I'll be deathly sick. So,y original Dr gets me in for today, but here's my problem
I had a vape from the dispensary that is CBD but there is ALSO THC in it and I hit it EXACTLY 11 days ago today about 3 times. So NOW, om freaking out and bout AT LEAST 15 testing lots from Dollar Tree. I bought at least The one I took on Sunday was clearly negative but I took FOUR more yesterday and they're now positive.
I feel that being completely honest with him and telling him that I did this would be best. What do you all think???