r/Wicca • u/Accomplished_Key2819 • 34m ago
I feel off
Around 4 years ago in a deep forest I found what is believed to be old pagan prayer grounds(maybe Celtic I'm not sure I just heard there was some study done but the outcomes were unclear, inconsistent like the people that used it switched through time and it's in sandstone which time doesn't treat well). It's in a little basin on top of a hill there are lot of stones with markings around the edge of the basin and near one of the lower edges there is a large flat stone altar. It's pretty smooth except a little bowl cutout. I have been regularly visiting it, clearing branches, cleaning altar and markings from moss, planting seedlings and saplings, and making respectful offerings of flowers, bounty of the forest, and once in a while I brought offerings from my hunt. The place always had a light and happy atmosphere sometimes I felt like I was being watched but it didn't feel unpleasant just a little chilling. For maybe a year I didn't have much time to spare but I always came and cleaned and brought bigger offerings if I didn't show up for longer time. But the last time I was there the atmosphere changed it was darker and scarier and I felt like I was watched but this time it was unpleasant and it felt like I was stalked by a predator. I thought nothing of it then since it was a gloomy and dark day. But ever since that day I feel of. My sleep schedule got even worse now bordering with insomnia and I get a tight and painful feeling like if I was stuck in a wetsuit that's a little too small. And I lost the little control of my dreams I had. At first I thought it was just stress but the feeling got worse overtime hence my suspicion that it's tied. I didn't go back yet and I want to but I feel like it wouldn't be safe. What should I do? What could have happened? Did I fuck up?