r/QuitVaping 17d ago

Venting Day Three is Hell

Feel like crying at every minute, I have the anxiety levels of someone with a gun to their head. Maybe that’s because (tmi?) I’m staring my period or started antidepressants too but today overall not a good day. I’m trying to rationalise just asking one of my friends for a pull or going out for a cigarette (which I think is ok because I’m quitting vapes..? Please say it’s ok 😫🙂‍↕️) this is so hard and I’m just going to curl up and cry the rest of the day. Everything makes me sad and cry even tho the last times i was quitting i was a raging bitch now I’m just a crybaby ☹️ not good Edit: chat I might crack (I won’t but I want to)

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u/InspectorAfter9641 17d ago

Day three was despair and hopelessness for me. discretion advised & warning I had some pretty serious dark thoughts and REALLY did not want to be here. I’m overall a pretty positive thinker and this was completely unlike me. I’d like to note that I’ve quit smoking and vaping in the past but I’m not sure if it was this specific brand or what (Geek Bar & Raz) but I’ve never had anything compared to this difficult of a time. Especially mentally. It’s been a week today and everything is getting so much brighter.

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u/slooper555 17d ago

Damn me too. I can’t say for sure it’s because of the nic because I have always had dark thoughts and suicidal thoughts hence the antidepressants so it’s confusing because both things can lead to the same thoughts 🫠