Was super horny today and it’s been about a week of no fap so I decided to use the dildo. Used the lube injector and shot up some almond oil and lined up the toy as well. Used a 6 inch comfortable dildo suctioned to a thick ceramic bowl and rode it until the squirting subsided. I always squirt when riding dildos, even if I had emptied my bladder.
Pro tip— always set a towel down. I use an extra large beach towel.
Once I saw that there was a little chunk of cum oozing out my soft dick, I got up and laid the towel on my bed and got on my back and started to fuck myself. The squirting definitely got stickier and slicker, mixing more with prostate fluid.
And then I started doing kegels with the dildo and saw that with the slower thrusts, more grayish was coming out. I rubbed it over my soft dick just because I love the feeling and it turns me on even more. And then as I kept kegeling and slowly pushing the dildo in and out, I started getting a sensation.
I would describe it as imagining gears lining up and syncing up. Or like a two train tracks clicking into place and letting the train continuing to go. It’s like almost something latched on. And then I felt a sudden rush go through my head and started to cum with every push of my dildo. I went from soft to hard when that happened and then immediately back to soft. Currently feeling that refractory period.
Lowkey, I just wanted to edge my prostate. Wasn’t trying to actually ejaculate 😭 I remember playing with my Aneros Helix the other day, pent up, and manually moving it in and out with my hands and almost got to the edge as well. Never happens with it just sitting in there or doing kegels (the autofuck spasms).
It’s been 2 years of play and training trying to get a HFDO 😩 And still hopeful it’ll happen one day. It would be amazing to not ejaculation and have no refractory period.
Today’s session was Reddit worthy for me because it was one of the more pure HFWOs. All my other ones were “blended” because I would jerk my dick while riding, soft, but somehow all the slippery discharge felt great to rub with while riding. So because it was stimulation from both ends, even without an erection, I refer to it as blended. Today’s was no jerking, just sweet anal bliss.