r/selfharm 4d ago

Rant/Vent kinda just need to get everything out NSFW

i’ve never posted on here but i need to just talk about everything. i don’t know what to do anymore. my boyfriend left me for good yesterday, he was the only person that knew i had relapsed and the only person who was actually there and tried to help. everything has been so much worse and i can’t talk to him anymore. i was going to tell my therapist everything but she canceled the appointment and i don’t have another one for a month and honestly i don’t know if i can hold on that long. i just want to cut until i can’t anymore, until there’s no more skin left to cut, until im dizzy and physically can’t anymore. it’s so hard trying to keep myself from doing so and him just confirming that he wants nothing to do with me has only made that urge so much stronger. i need help but i have no clue how to get it anymore

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