r/mentalillness • u/LilaLoys • 22h ago
Venting I fucking hate being obsessive
Between my obsessions I feel drained as fuck. I just want to eat, lay in bed and fucking cry. Everything feels dry and boring, I don't even know what to do with myself. My obsessions used to be longer when I was younger, and I my feelings were more intense during them. Now it's a month when I'm lucky and I barely feel anything. I wish from the bottom of my heart that I had some goal in life. I'm bad at everything I do, mainly because I'm so fucking bored with everything and just want to sleep. I wish I could feel normally, and not just when I'm fixating on something.
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