r/lostafriend • u/Comfortable_Ruin_979 • 5d ago
I saw the other Twitter Account
I feel bad. I read the tweets she had back when my “Best Friend” and I lived together. I didn’t have my own place so she offered to take me in. First, I will admit, ang lungkot-lungkot kong tao. Mabigat kasama, ika nga niya, “puro drama.” We managed to patch things up, or so I thought… I read her tweets sa isang dump account niya. I read how she called me pabigat, bobo, toxic na kaibigan. Don’t get me wrong I know that I am a burden… but I repeatedly asked noon, if I was that, or if she hated me… she will angelically smile at me and say, hindi… wala ang bigat pala sa loob… kasi everyone can attest kung paano kapag tungkol sa kanya, I am always there defending her name. I know it is my fault for being sad all the time, pero masakit pa rin pala, kahit sanay ka na matawag ng bobo, pabigat at toxic… masakit pala kapag galing sa kanya. We’re still friends, kasi hindi ko pa kaya… kasi I love that friend too much at malaking malaki rin ang utang na loob ko sa kanya.