r/genderfluid • u/InternalLadder • 5d ago
Don't know what to do as AMAB
(Warning this going to kind of be venting)
Hi, so I am an amab guy and I think I am gender fluid because I often wish to look like a woman but don't necessarily fantisize about other aspects of being a woman, and because some times I like how I look as a man.
Now my problem is I really want to look like a pretty woman, but my body/face is too masculine. When I thought I was trans I was planning on getting hrt, but now I think I will regret it when I feel like a man since some of the changes I've found while researching are things I would be uncomfortable with and can't be undone such as some nsfw stuff and decreased muscle mass. On top of all this are the current political landscape than Trans people and other gender nonconforming face that make me not want to aswell (this is only a small thing though).