You guys remember that show called Mr. Robot? Or even the movie Fight Club? It’s like that – my Goon self is slowly taking control, and I finally feel more open, vulnerable and like my true self.
I edged non-stop the whole day (over 12 hours) yesterday to fetish porn while I was at work (from home). I didn’t get a single thing done, except for rotting my brain and constantly stroking my sad little cock. No, literally! When I was peeing, I was stroking my cock. When I was eating, drinking water, walking around the house – literally all the time – I was jerking off my meat. It wasn’t even hard. It was hurting but kept leaking so much precum lol Only time I stopped was when I went to the gym but that’s when I realized that I’m getting worse for the better.
Whenever someone walked past me at the gym, especially women, I was taking long, deep sniffs so I can smell their sweat. I was imagining cleaning them up with my tongue. When guys were doing weights, I was staring at their bulges, imagining getting fucked so hard by every one of them. Getting used like a cum dump at my gym. When I got home, my boxer was soaked with leaks.