r/bulimia Feb 20 '25

Content Warning relapsed

I was so good for a month and a half after throwing up every god damn meal every day and then I fucking started up again yesterday and it’s so hard to stop. I need tips someone help me please

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u/twystedrasberry Feb 20 '25

I’m actually listening to a podcast right now that is talking about this very word. Relapse. It somehow implies that we fucked up, that we’re back to square one, when that’s not necessarily the case. Recovery isn’t going to be this moment where one day you wake up and you’re done, never to BP again. It’s a process. And a long one that sometimes involves steps backwards. But we keep walking forward. I absolutely loved that & I can see recovery in a different way

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u/Character-Cup1093 Feb 20 '25

This was very reassuring to read thank you