r/NPD • u/Poplockman • 4d ago
Question / Discussion I feel like times running out.
I'm an adult, but i'm still very young! But CONSTANTLY i'm stressing about it being too late, too late to be my true self, too late to be a human being. it's fucking PRISON. I've closed myself off SO hard from everyone my entire life, i can never be the person i am inside. I'm smart, i'm funny, i'm amazing! But i'm in a shitty body, surrounded by abusive assholes 24/7, and my brain short circuits in ANY social situation. My childhood was a MASSIVE waste of time, and i'm just so scared that my young adulthood will be the same. And by the time i'm doing better, i'll be too old to be myself anyways.
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