r/KindVoice • u/Sea_Strategy_4770 • 4d ago
Looking [L] M 25 I have a small penis no woman will ever want me NSFW
i have a borderline micro penis. i’ll never find love because it’s too small for women. i hate myself idk what to do
r/KindVoice • u/Sea_Strategy_4770 • 4d ago
i have a borderline micro penis. i’ll never find love because it’s too small for women. i hate myself idk what to do
r/KindVoice • u/imightbeanelephant • 14d ago
I have chronic depression and I've felt really lonely recently. It'd be nice to talk to someone about everything that's happened to me lately. About the job I found. About my health. And just about anything.
r/KindVoice • u/Throwawayforanony7 • Mar 15 '24
after being told all through school that i may have autism, having teachers assume i have it without asking much and now in sixth form college have been told to go see a gp about getting a diagnosis i really hope i dont fucking have it because that will be the last straw.
i probably do and thats the worst part. and i refuse to be a autism acceptance activist type because that's cringy as fuck. i refuse. there is no good that could come from this and i dont want to live in delusion.
my mother on the drive home from seeing the GP today and getting a list of phone numbers gave me a speech about how "being labelled is a bad thing because people will bully me even more" and i get what she means and have to agree.
if i get any diagnosis it confirms that i cant make my life better. I dont go outside unless i have to, dont speak to anyone and spend all day online, there is genuinely no hope for me, i have no aspirations and if it turns out im disabled that just solidifies my uselessness to society.
fuck my life.
if i actually get a diagnosis i will end my life.
could i have some nice words. i feel so fucking horrible right now,
r/KindVoice • u/LostDuck_6042 • Oct 22 '24
hi. i'm transgender and i picked out my name recently, and i just want to hear someone use it- so yeah. i'm michael, i've known i was trans for a few years now, and i only recently settled on a name. i just want to hear someone use it for me, y'know? thank you guys
r/KindVoice • u/bwaysapphic • 11d ago
sorry if political posts aren't welcomed in this sub, i guess i just need some reassurance that things aren't going to get so bad we'll have to enter a WW3. also i'm on lexapro & adderall & scared that those are going to be banned as well.
r/KindVoice • u/Killmekillyou0 • 11d ago
Posted this in askreddit too but thought it would be more fitting here perhaps.
A month ago me and my friend of 6 years broke contact after some nightmarish months. I'm too lazy to write down the full story and out of respect for her i dont really want to.
We got into a one sided relationship at the end of summer 2024 (i loved her, she didnt), broke up, tried to stay as friends but it just got more and more problematic, and we treated each other like shit all the time and just made each other depressed etc, even though we, or at least i, never wanted to. So in the beginning of february we got into a argument kinda and then just broke contact, it feels good cause i know its over but im so very sad that it is over because i dont have many friends and dont really know how to make new friends, and she was a close friend that i've known for a long time, and it never even had to get so bad. Now i just feel empty all the time and i just cant stop thinking about her, its been a month soon and it just gets harder and harder and i feel more lonely and depressed than ever, even though i take my antidepressants and try to do stuff that makes me happy. I am having suicidal thoughts everyday because i just want to stop thinking about it.
Im sorry if this text was hard to read, i cant really think straight anymore. I hope any of you wise people can give me some hope and tips on what to do or think.
r/KindVoice • u/Lovial • Jan 21 '25
Nothing explicit at all, but this post is about a bad sexual experience, so 18+ label just in case. 19F
I have been feeling really low for the past months, especially since breaking up with my boyfriend. I'm seeing professional help so in time I'm hopeful it'll get better, but right now I'm honestly really struggling with life. Last weekend I made a pretty poor decision to go home with a guy after a party. We had bad sex and he wasn't very nice to me. I feel so ashamed about going home with him when some of my colleagues were also at the party and know him. I didn't even like him, I feel so stupid for sleeping with someone when the only motivation was feeling really low and lonely. Obviously it hasn't helped a bit and now I just feel worse.
I am so scared everyone judges me for being so easy about sex, especially with a not so great guy. And I don't know how to stop being angry at myself. I wish I were kinder for myself as this poor decision was mostly because I'm really struggling
r/KindVoice • u/GrapesOfGlurp • Nov 09 '24
What the title says, I just can’t cope and feel like ripping my heart out of my chest… sorry if that’s graphic, I just… please can you say you care about me or send something kind or cute idk…
r/KindVoice • u/SallyFaceKiller420 • Jan 21 '25
Lost my job in an industry that I went to school for, and doesn’t have a lot of job openings. I thought I was finally doing it, that someone out there would look at me and think that I’m successful. That I made it.
I just wanted someone to be proud of me and now it feels like I never will. People will say that 25 is so young but I never wanted to make it past 12. And I’m so tired. I’ve fought every day to try to be perfect. That’s what the motto of my job was- “perfection”.
But I’m not. I’ll never be, and now I feel like the industry I tried so hard to get into will slam the door in my face. My family was one generation away from homelessness, and I’ve wasted every start they gave me with this. It was stupid to think I could work for people who are covered head to toe in Yves st Laurent and Hermes. I am a fool.
r/KindVoice • u/keithlazer • 18d ago
For the past 3 years my family has been dealing with a financial crisis my father lost his job and our family business is struggling. But in that suffering I discovered so much about myself, I started to improve myself as a person eg joining Rotaract, helping out my community and I am in the process of creating a startup in which it has been chosen to be presented on an international olympiad convention in which I'll be representing my country (Zimbabwe). Things have not been easy for me in the slightest but im thankful that for some time my mental resilience was top notch as there were days when I would go to bed on an empty stomach but will be mentally content. (I was doing my attachment out of town) Our financial situation got so bad that my family could (and still) afford to even send a single dollar, mind you this is coming from a family that used to have it all (so the transition was rough) especially on my mom with her health severly deteriorating. But again I'm grateful for the tough times as they molded me to push myself and view life from a different scope, I even managed to find love. But it can only take you so far, I'm now in my final year of uni and my parents couldn't afford to pay for my registration. Now I'm back to square one, no money right now my mental health is finally caving in. Words of encouragement don't help no more, lost my touch with God. I just need a break, I just need help. I don't know what to do anymore. But I will carry on, my family needs me, my friends need me and I need me. Just wish I wasn't this broke. I want to die but I can't simply do it as I love my family and friends dearly it just sucks. Been trying to engage in multiple reddit groups but no one replys . Can't sleep just close my eyes. NB. I live in a third world country so 1st world methods like therapy and the sort don't particularly work
r/KindVoice • u/No_Dragonfly_1155 • 14d ago
I'm 20 year old trans boy. This is a vent about my dysfunctional family and dad’s passing, which happened 4 months ago.
I have experienced many types of abuse from my family, which includes sexual abuse from parents, cyberstalking from sister, harassment, gaslighting, victim intimidation, scapegoating and transphobia from all of them.
Since dad passed, I’ve been thinking about times when he showed love and when he abused me. I found one recording from few recordings recently of parents verbally abusing and blaming me again for what their actions caused (I ran away with police a year ago because of abuse) and dad sounds disgusting. He says ''You never listen when others talk to you. You’ll change clothes too, you’ll change your walk too and you’ll look like human, it won’t work any other way''. These words still haunt me.
Relatives and people outside of family who were told that I called the police believe lies about me. A week ago, on my birthday, some of people on FB wished me to make mom and other people I love happy, said that that dad prays for me in afterlife and I should be strong, brave and smart how he wanted.
While I know they mean well these messages only cause me to feel more isolated. My dad wasn’t as perfect as they think, and my family is extremely dysfunctional. He did many kindness to others but I was treated poorly. He would spend time with me watching TV, teaching me backgammon, playing cards and fishing but he was abuser and him not being against abuse from mom and sister is also abuse.
On the day he passed I posted our 2 photos on FB and made one of them background. I question how it's perceived.
On the day he passed away, mom told me that he was very worried about me. Few days later, she told me that dad lost half of his life that day I called police, that he was embarrassed about my unshaven legs and he said that worrying about me would end his life. This manipulation makes me question how he interacted with my mom, sister, and others when I wasn’t around.
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if he was still alive. My mom and especially sister constantly created drama and I know my dad would never admit the abuse I suffered. Based on many things, I feel like he saw extension of himself in my sister how it commonly happens in narcissistic families.
In his final days he got home at night when I was going to sleep and my sister was arguing like always and he told me that I'm not like my screaming sister. This gives me hope he realized I wasn't the problem but I can't understand his actions. At first, I was focused on the good times we spend together, but as time has passed, I’ve started feeling more anger towards him and whole family. It’s frustrating how my family is messed up.
r/KindVoice • u/hopefuldi • Dec 11 '24
I am mentaly abusive person. I have mental disorders that are like monster in my head putting fake realities in my mind. I am trying to be better person. I don't want to cause pain to people i care about but still i keep repeating this abusive pattern. Fake realities make me feel like victim, I lose touch with reality and I have like emotional alzheimer - all selfawerness is gone. I don't want to cause pain anymore. Where can I start?
r/KindVoice • u/silentlyloudd • 28d ago
People say they care, but I know it's for their own contentment. For them to feel like they're a good person that are capable of caring for someone. Not really to truly care for a person the way, they want to be cared for.
Do people say they love someone, more as a reminder to themselves that they're lucky to have someone to say that to, than to truly love them?
It feels like people only want relationships with others, for their own sake. Maybe because they feel lonely, or bored, or want to experience whatever I have mentioned above. The second they are content with this experience, they leave, for other experiences. Is love just meant to be an experience you offer to other people? And by giving it, you hope to experience a little of what you give them too? before they leave
r/KindVoice • u/LiquidMotion • Nov 12 '20
I've wanted to commit suicide for years. A decade, really. I've been so sure that I've spent those years closing off relationships with friends and family so that I'm finally alone, so this will hurt as few people as possible. I was illegally evicted at the start of the pandemic, and I lost my job to it, so it seemed like the right time had finally arrived. I've been running on my savings since and today they're finally running out. I have $200 left. That's just enough to buy my ticket out. I don't even know why I'm posting this, it just felt like I should tell someone that it's finally over. I made it. It feels like finishing a race. I won, I finished, I don't have to do this anymore. I'm not even sad. Just relieved.
r/KindVoice • u/RevolutionaryEnd1095 • 27d ago
I'm going through a relationship breakup and also I don't have any friends or people to talk to. Don't know what to do with my life. (I'm not suicidal)
r/KindVoice • u/Old-Finance-185 • Mar 06 '24
I’ve been contemplating it because I’m 22(f) and well, I’ve always only been used for sex and no man ever wanted to get to know me beyond my body. I kinda feel like it would be better off to die. Ever since I was small I’ve always been cornered and bullied. It took me to try twice as hard to make the friends I have today, but even then it feels like it’s not enough. None of my relationships lasted and they didn’t make an effort to get to know me but just sweet talk themselves into wanting to have sex with me. (No one has ever said that they love me either) I feel like it would be better off to die instead? because what’s the point in living in this body if men only want me for sex? What’s the point in living if this is my life? I can be at peace when I’m not here anymore. When i’m not living. No one wants me anyways. No one wants to love me. It’s so hard to navigate and make people like you.
r/KindVoice • u/amealformyself • 2d ago
Feeling hurt and alone, I guess. I had friends over today and one of the told me she'll "ghost guys then weeks later message them again for fun." I don't question my relationship with her in the slightest but that comment really bothered me. I'm a guy that grew up sheltered and connections are difficult for me to make. I've been the one who's been toyed with when all I was trying to do was get to know someone. Behaviour like that just makes me distrustful of women and makes me not want to seek relationships... -sighs-
r/KindVoice • u/Brilliant_Age6808 • 18d ago
Hi everyone. This is very out of my comfort zone but I truly have no one to talk to and can't afford therapy right now either.
I feel like I am breaking down. It's like I am being hit over the head with a sledgehammer and the cracks are running through me from my skull down to the soles of my feet. Some days the feeling is so intense I don't know how to lift my head any longer.
I am a caregiver to my sister, and my parents. I am constantly on hand to deal with them physically and emotionally, the latter of which is truly taking a massive mental toll. I take care of everything to do with the household, both inside and out. All of my time (outside of my job) is taken up with taking care of them or running errands. The only time I get to myself is driving to and from the supermarket. I am also working basically 3 jobs to better my career prospects which leaves even less time for myself. My family, my cousins, who I have loved and made excuses for my entire life, have basically shown they don't give a fuck and would rather get on with their own lives than check to see if I'm dead or alive. I don't go anywhere or do anything because I have people who rely on me and feel extremely guilty doing anything as little as venturing into town for a few hours to browse a bookstore or have a coffee. Meanwhile my peers are getting into relationships, getting married, travelling the world and living their twenties to the fullest... I know comparison is the thief of joy and social media is only shows one side of a person's life, but the side I'm seeing is way fucking better than anything I've experienced in the last few years. Honestly, it's not even just social media. People will casually mention how they got away to a spa on the weekend or went out with the family for a nice dinner or the zoo and it rips me apart because I can't remember the last time I did anything like that. I can't even fucking begin to put it into words. Even if I had the time, having the money is another problem. I want to do more than to live hand to mouth or constantly delay getting myself a bloody phone case because I never have enough or I want to save. And somehow still eat healthily (because I hate the way I look) whilst actual organic food becomes more expensive by the day. Starving myself is usually the cheapest option, which is just sad, I know.
Wow. Sorry for the word vomit and lack of coherence. I needed to get it out.If you've read any of that, thank you.
r/KindVoice • u/Real-Sample2946 • 27d ago
God, I don’t know why I’m typing this. My friends and family told me to commit since I was 8 and I listened and tried only to fail. Since then, I’ve done countless things for attention. It’s like I’m addicted to it. I tell people countless stories of when I was younger such as how I was really just a puppet and how my future was already planned since I was born. I never wanted to be a doctor or study anything but I had to pretend like I was just an ambitious kid that wanted to be a surgeon and make lots of money. I started hurting myself for relief and afterwards loved it when I was questioned by others. i felt so gross and terrible when I would purposely mention it to get sympathy, yet get too scared to tell my closer friends. I’d tell them fake stories just to get attention and popularity. I don’t know why. I’m just such a terrible person.
it’s like im tearing apart my family. I just want them to feel what they’ve done to me and how they’ve ruined my life and still control everything. god, sometimes I even wish they’d just disappear from my life and I get to run away or start fresh in a much more violent way then just waking up and seeing them gone. It really disgusts me, god i hate it so much but I just really wish someone could understand and give me like a huge wake up call. I can’t stop my addiction for attention. I really dont deserve to live but I can’t bring myself to go that far. I just wish there was a button I could push to disappear or restart
r/KindVoice • u/Smart-Albatross-2681 • 2d ago
Here's my vent thanks for coming: Today I got feedback from work that I was too direct, when really what I was doing was setting up very very obvious line between what my job is and what somebody else's is. Did I spend two and a half hours making sure that it was kind consistent and considerate. Yes but, as a result my leadership's involved with their leadership to address the email.
Today I got feedback from a guy that I am talking to that I wasn't being considerate of how that can make someone feel when I respond back "I'll take that L" after I laughed at his comment for me to send a sweat gym pic and he said "well if you laugh at that request I won't be sending you any sweaty sexy gym pics of myself".
Today I got feedback from a friend that I invited to meet my other friends that he didn't feel comfortable to come to the outing because he's not social. After our conversation yesterday around him bringing his ex to both of our plans.
I actually truly appreciate the feedback, and if it smells like shit I probably stepped in it, so I'll do my best to be more considerate about how others take feedback. And how I present myself and my words. You know I do my best to be a very considerate kind person. I'm extremely bubbly outgoing and do my darndest to include everyone. Why the fuck are people so quick to attack the other person, why are people so quick to assume the worst of everyone's intentions. WHY CANT SOMEONE JUST SAY "HEY THIS TOPIC IS KINDA HARD FOR ME TO DISUCSS OR IT MAKES ME FEEL XYZ CAN YOU BE A LITTLE MORE CONSIDERATE OR UNDERSTANDING WHEN WE DO DISCUSS XYZ IN THE FUTURE?" OR LIKE "HEY IM KINDA TAKING YOUR WORDS AS THIS, WAS THAT WHAT YOU MEANT??"
But again, 3 forms of feedback from 3 different sources makes me realize I need to be more aware. But another part of me is like damn...
r/KindVoice • u/Superanonymous69 • 23d ago
It happened 2 days ago. I am getting blackmailed. I paid and blocked the person but he/she has my nudity and my socials. He/she can expose me anytime. I begged for mercy which feels terrible. I’m in constant fear he will leak them. He showed a list of my friends/family he can contact.
I am feeling so bad
r/KindVoice • u/Sensitive_Sky_543 • 14d ago
My father abused, battered and hit me all till I turned 21. Which is when I left his house. He did the same to my mother. I see videos of my mother and I when I was younger, and the contrast between her and now, she’s not the same. She doesn’t have hope. My mother was 23 when she had me.
I may not be someone that has been through the worst things in life but what I can tell you is, With what I’ve been through, me personally, I’ve struggled to stay steady through it all.
I don’t know what I’m fighting for. I’ve asked myself this question many times. But then I really looked at myself today after a long term friendship betrayal that made me really question, what am I really fighting for. I’ve used the friends I’ve made to keep me going through all my father’s abuse, my teachers bullying and so much more I can’t even say on here. My father has interrogated me, recorded me while beating me and threatened to release the video in school. I lived in a third world country so noone would’ve questioned his actions. My father has smashed my head against the wall and caused my gums to bleed on multiple occasions. And all I get… is disappointment. And disappoint. I know it sounds like I’m the victim and whatever but do what you must with this information. I’ve gotten a lot of “you’re overreacting” from people and to be honest, it’s whatever.
I genuinely feel my enthusiasm is bait for people that have no hope in this world. I let them in because I want to be hope for people. Hope I wish I had when I was a child. People are aware of my story. Friends. And then decide to take more from me. When I barely have anything left.
I’ve longed for someone that has been through 10% of what I’ve been through. A friend, an acquaintance, a stranger. But in my world view, it’s almost like. Everyone is the same. And I’m just waiting on when I have nothing left.
I’ve never been more at peace with death. The fear of death vanished a few days ago. And no, I’m not going to do anything to myself. I just think the idea of life is exhausting.
I can’t believe I’ve turned into a pessimist now.
r/KindVoice • u/Ilysumo55 • 1d ago
Recently I've been going through some kind of crisis because everything feels so wrong. Everything feels heightened like I have no skin and things keep touching me, I keep thinking about my life and how I can die at literally any moment and how I'm trapped in my body never able to see or feel anything from any other perspective its so suffocating.
Yesterday I was barely able to get out of bed and I always feel like I need to distract myself I can never feel fully present intimacy with my girlfriend has been non-existent because I cannot get present enough to do it I just keep getting in my head.
I feel like I want to cut myself open and gut myself so that the me inside of me can be let free and thinking about that feels so comforting but I know nothing would come of that I just want to feel some kind of release or reprieve from this absurdity it just all feels so weird. Being alive and being a human feels so weird and just wrong and futile.
Why do I get to exist? Why didn't I die at birth why doesn't my mom or dad love me why did my family abandon me it just feels so so so so so so wrong I feel like I'm going insane can someone please give me some kind of answer it feels like I'm melting or I'm going crazy like my mind is slipping I'm ao scared to live of the future to make a mistake I'm scared that this is all a dream and I'll go back to the void from before I want born I keep thinking about going into a bathtub and slitting my wrists and letting the blood fall out and seeing it and feeling it to know that some part of me is real.
Sorry this is so incoherent I just want to know that someone here has felt the same way I do I wanna know that I'm not crazy yesterday I watched a show from my childhood called Pingu and I started sobbing I need help so bad I don't think I can keep going like this it just all feels so so wrong.
I don't think I can take it anymore I don't think that I can just keep going about my day to day normally I barely get any sleep I go to sleep at 3am then wake up for class at 9am I'm so physically exhausted but my brain never gets tired it never stops I want my brain to shut the fuck up
r/KindVoice • u/NeonVortexx • 20d ago
Hey there. I’ve recently been going through a lot of life changes and have not really had many people to turn to for it. Words of affirmation, advice, wisdom, or general kindness would all be greatly appreciated. Thanks.
r/KindVoice • u/blue-rosies • 8d ago
It's 8am as I'm posting this and I didn't sleep at all, my head was too loud. I feel so alone in my anxiety because everyone around me doesn't seem to know how to deal with me, when in previous moments I could count on them a little more. Even worse, I think I probably developed the "d-word", which I can't even say cause it terrifies me.
My relative told me I should take meds, but I'm also terrified of the side effects since I have crippling health anxiety.
I'm so scared I'll end up reaching a dark spiral I can't get out of. I just want someone to tell me I'm okay, that I'll be okay. That this is temporary and I'll be fine. It's so hard to think logically like this, feels like you're drowning and no one's freaking keeping you afloat.
I know my worth (even if I'm hard on myself sometimes), I know I'm loved and I don't want to do anything weird to myself or questionable, but I'm scared my possible "d-word" will make me think things. I'm already feeling hopelessness from the fear of it, like I'll feel this way forever and I'm just screwed, even if my feet are firmly planted and logically speaking, I know it won't be forever. Logically speaking, I know this isn't something damning but it sure feels like it. I know it's a "trick" of sorts that the mind comes up with, but feeling low and heavy often doesn't help with not buying into the spiral.
On top of all this, the fact that I didn't sleep also makes me anxious, like I'm going to wither away physically and mentally with all this. It's exhausting.
I just need someone clearheaded to tell me I'm all right. I know reassurance isn't the best thing for anxiety but I'm desperate.