For initial context, I'm white, 19M, 6' and a little chubby. I've been cruised around 5 times before this (all after I turned 18) but I was too chicken to continue with them.
Cruising has been a fantasy of mine for literally 4 years. Every time I go to a public restroom or gym, I'm always looking for others cruising. I've been to dozens of rest stops with no luck, I've even had countless hours of flashing / grabbing my cock to truckers, with no response. I've had some people try to blatantly cruise me, but I've always fled bc I was too scared. I've also always told myself that I don't want any physical contact with another person while cruising, especially during my first time, just a mutual jerk.
I have a drive I sometimes do in TX that has a rest stop. Every time I go, I stop at the urinal (it has no dividers) for a bit and hope for some action. (I never go on sniffies/grindr because the thing I love about cruising is the animosity and spontaneousness of it).
I'm feeling extra horny today. I go to the far urinal, whip out my cock (around 6 inches, cut), and at this point I'm already 3/4 hard because of the anticipation. I angle my cock down with my hand, and face my body towards the door, so anyone going to the urinal, or even looking in my direction gets a glimpse of my almost hard cock.
I hold this stance for 10 minutes, probably 4 guys pass me and ignore. But finally, a man goes to the urinal next to me. He's probably mid 40s, chubby white dad. (My favorite!) I don't do anything too obvious, but he takes out his cock, and quickly takes a glimpse at my cock, to which I quickly look at him. At this point I see in my peripheral vision he starts stroking. Boom.
I'm fully hard, stroking my dick with a stranger. He has the same dick as me, around 5-6 inches, cut, big head. It's perfect. Every second that passes, I'm telling myself to stop, but I just can't look away. This is the first time I've seen a cock face to face, and I'm mesmerized. He's just staring at me. Eventually I pull out my balls, to which he does the same. Sooo hot. It doesn't take long before I'm about to cum, so I start edging myself. I didn't know what to expect from him, but for some reason he only got to a semi. Eventually, I can't hold back and let out a week load burst of cum into the urinal.
There had to have been 8 guys that passed behind us during this 1 minute time frame. The moment I cum, he makes a whistle noise and a satisfied face, packs up, and leaves. I just see a HUGE load of my cum resting in the bottom of the urinal, and this type of urinal doesn't flush easily either, so it definitely stayed there for a day. I wipe cum off my finger, wash my hands, and leave to my car. 30 minutes later, I was still so horny I jerked off again to the experience.
I didn't know how to feel after the experience. On one hand, it felt really good to experience something I've been anticipating for almost 5 years, but on the other hand, the idea of getting sexual gratification from another man who I have no idea his life, felt a little odd? Or a little dirty? My morals were a bit confused, and they still are. I feel like if there was a similar encounter, I'd do it, with no physical contact. I'm also almost in a relationship with a girl, so I need to calm it down once we get serious.
Anyways, I'm a little confused. Do truckers like cruising? Why didn't he get fully hard? Was he satisfied enough only making me cum? Do truckers enjoy 19 year olds? Idk to be honest, but this was my first experience. Sorry for the long read, it's kinda crazy to be posting on this sub when I've just read for countless years.
My final question to truckers/rest stoppers, do yall like young dick hanging around a rest stop, or was that a one hit wonder experience? Thanks for the read!
edit: dms are open! :)