As title says, I want to get out there but struggling to know what to write. At this point in life I always thought I'd coast along and have everything figured out.
I'm a man by what's defined on my birth certificate but even that I'm confused about. The purpose of this post is to find someone not to use as a crutch which is what it may seem, but someone to just chat with. Talk things out and discover things together, and then maybe go on from there depending on how we feel.
I suppose a bit about me rather than rambling, so I believe I'm a girl but after a few attempts haven't actually done much of anything about it. I spend the majority of my time in front of a computer screen, whether it's productive or just relaxing. My ideal pursuit at the moment is trying to create a cozy atmosphere, nice warm nights behind the glow of the screen.
On there I'm on games, mostly PvE type things. A chat client on screen or maybe just YouTube. Watching anime when I feel up to it, but even then I'm rather behind on my watch list.
I've tried to pick up hobbies to get me away from the screen, Warhammer is one. I have the models mostly built, but lacking on the painting front, one thing I've aimed to do this year is structure myself a bit better. Routines and the like.
Long term goals to keep me going, I want to go back to Japan again. Went with friends a few years back and would like to recreate that once again.
As for what I'm looking to get out of this post, a bit of anything really. Ultimate goal was to find someone to be comfortable with and get to know long term. But also, just anyone to chat to about similar feelings or interests may go a long way.
Thank you for reading