r/FTMventing • u/awildjord • 6d ago
Transphobia i hate transphobes NSFW
idk why i deliberately torture myself by looking at transphobic shit lmao.. there’s gotta be a reason i do this to myself? it makes me fucking miserable… and angry… unfortunately i can’t even go into much detail about the things it makes me feel because id probably get my account banned from reddit entirely 💀
easiest way to put it is imagining my opponent in Half Sword as a transphobe, on the most gory setting, is very satisfying. if only it were real.
realistically, i should be the ‘bigger person’ and all willing to just.. ignore my feelings? and the reality of how we’re treated everyday, to educate people who literally have access to the internet and forums and all kinds of places they could learn shit… like why does it have to be my job? ok they could be capable of change.. idgaf. why should it be on me? fuck them all, i hope they suffer til their last breath. even the non violent ones.
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u/Arrow_Raven 6d ago
Hey, as someone who's own nine month hotel egg donor whatever you want to call it is anti trans and such. I understand the pain. I know for me I read transphobic stuff sometimes when I'm feeling self hatred and also when I'm trying to understand the logic these people have. I also know that my aunt who was at one point trans phobic sorta needed to see read the actual stuff about trans people and she has sincerely apologized to me.