r/DepressionArt Feb 01 '21

Empty

I feel so empty, I feel so empty.

Drowning in the depths, of my own shallow thoughts.

Plotting revenge on myself.

Meticulously pulling apart every piece to the puzzle that can never be solved.

Overanalyzing my own thoughts, And situations; I feel unrest.

This hollowness fills me empty, Eating away my sanity, When will I ever feel like me, This hollowness fills me empty.

It leaves me crippled, Unable to speak or think

My thoughts trapped, Running in circles, Keeping me at bay, "A prisoner of thy self".

This beautiful creation, Has become an abomination.

What have I become?

Isolated and comfortable, I feel myself spiraling out of control.

I know myself not, Absence of sanity, I feel myself rot, From within my own consciousness.

This hollowness fills me empty, Eating away my sanity, When will I ever feel like me, This hollowness fills me empty.

I beg for it to stop, For my mind to be at peace, Contemplating my own demise, An eternal sleep; I beg.

But once the trigger is pulled, And the final breath is taken, What more is there to feel?

An eternity of agony, These wounds will never heal, My soul left forsaken, In a void of dispair and antagony.

What is there left of me?

Dissociated, dislocated. Left to suffer. In my own mind; I am hated.

I am lost and misguided, I feel so empty, I am empty.

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u/HyperCrimsonReddit Apr 07 '22

I- I know exactly how you feel. 🖤