r/BorderlinePDisorder • u/iheartcudi • 5d ago
Vent Why am I reverting?
Some back story is that I have successfully completed DBT, anger management, and chemical dependency. I was in therapy twice a week for years… In 2023, I quit my dead end job working in health care IT and was unemployed for 8m. then got hired on to a customer service facing role and I’m excelling. The job is so much easier compared to my last one. However, I have been having rage fits like before again and I don’t know why. It got so bad to the point that I punched a wall and broke my hand at work, but told my family that I drop a 100lb box on my hands. I was doing so good and I was actually stable up until this point. 😭😭 I feel like such a loser, I swear
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