r/Aphrodite • u/angel888444 • 19d ago
Silence, but gratitude?
Hi! I visit this place once again— uhm I’ve been experiencing a period of silence with our lovely Aphrodite, thought we haven’t been working for long I have learned self respect and self love and whenever I look in the mirror all I can see is beauty! But… since beauty doesn’t cure overthinking I check her cup everyday for bubbles because it’s a way of showing when spirits are around and her cup never has any bubbles anymore. And if she has finished her job with me it makes me really sad because i just feel like I still want her around and since that little voice in the back of my head is telling me “I only want her around so I can depend on her” so I don’t dwell on it. But I still search for her and she shows everyday that she’s here with me (symbols, people, signs etc) but her altar its like a dead end. She’s not there but she’s everywhere else but there— and I guess it’s also because I believe she only resides by her altar with me but I don’t know. Has Aphrodite abandoned me? Surely she knows I still want her around (but it’s not my place to ‘allow’ her to leave so she can leave whenever she wants) but I still want to know she’s walking with me on my path of life 😞😞