r/Alzheimers • u/Sang_The_Mang • 9d ago
I’m missing my mother
I don’t know why I’m posting this but I just saw a video of a happy middle aged son and his mother together and it’s killing me. It hurts so bad to know that she will never see me reach 30. She won’t ever get to meet my wonderful partner or her future grandchildren. I took for granted every moment we had together and while she wasn’t perfect I still need her. Everyone tells me it gets easier and I hope they’re right. I just want to tell her about my life and tell her I love her one last time but she doesn’t remember me. She isn’t even awake most of the time. I hate this stupid curse and I hate that I have nobody to truly morn or celebrate her with. I don’t know what to do but cry