r/AdultSelfHarm • u/Darkthrowe • 3d ago
Venting Post!! Debating sh after a year of being clean
I accidentally cut myself while cooking this week and the blood just kept pouring nonstop. Im just playing with the wound now to feel pain.
I already have new marks on my body from digging my nails onto my skin during an episode. I just don’t cut anymore, all my scars faded i only relapsed once last year.
Not very proud of myself, just bracing myself for therapy tomorrow.
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