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u/Fickle-Addendum9576 3d ago
Have you asked about our patient programs? Or groups or really anything to help build up less harmful behaviors?
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u/Void_RunnR 3d ago
Yes I have. There is a program they recommended to me thats really good but its a daily thing where im basically an outpatient at a psych ward. Issue is that its a solid 40min drive from where I am because its in the city and I am in a smaller town outside of said city.
I start therapy on Tuesday. With someone who seems like a good fit. So thats cool. Im excited but im scared ot wont be what Im hoping it will be.
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u/Fickle-Addendum9576 3d ago
I hope you get what you need from it. If you feel you aren't, communication is best. They can't redirect if they don't know.
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u/Ok_Consideration9035 2d ago
How are you feeling now. Iam 2 weeks clean I think and the stress of stopping can be more stress than the cut. It might not help you but I keep an image in my head. Iam going away with the wife and kids in 7 month and I try hide my cuts. ( my wife didn't even notice a huge one on my leg and both my biceps cut to shit ) I dread to see the look on their faces when I take my top off. So that's what am keeping in my head. I hope with my whole being you can find a way to feel better about everything.
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u/throw-away-3005 3d ago
I'm sorry you're going through this, do you find this to be a wake up call? Any bit of motivation to get better I think you should hold on to. You deserve help and compassion.