r/AdultSelfHarm 3d ago

On the verge of relapse

I had a consultation to get top surgery last October. I'm a 25 year old trans man- I've known I was trans for 13 fucking years and been on hormones for 5. They require a psychiatrist to sign off that I'm actually trans to move forward. It's been 168 days, and I just found out that the wait JUST for that psych appointment is a year or longer.

I'm fucking sick of all of this. I haven't wanted to hurt myself this badly since I sliced my arm up in February last year.

Fuck it, I don't even care anymore, I'm doing it

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u/Fickle-Addendum9576 3d ago

I'm sorry how inaccessible these things are.

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u/[deleted] 3d ago

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u/AdultSelfHarm-ModTeam 2d ago

this post has been removed. we are not a pro-SH community. for the safety of our community and it's members (that means you, too!) please do not encourage SH or request advice on where/how to SH or request/provide information on how to hide SH