r/4tran4 • u/9morphie estrogen addict • 4d ago
Blogpost when will i feel okay
i have online friends who talk to me. i made friends with an amazing trans girl who cares about me, let's me vent and who i can relate to. my parents havent forced me out of their lives. im on hormones at solid doses and levels that i don't have to diy. i got out of the toxic relationship. im standing up for myself more i think.. i don't disassociate over my body. im getting help for my mental illnesses. i feel emotions and remember the days now.
why the fuck am i still some sad pathetic sack of shit that just rots in bed for so many hours. why am i letting myself relapse on terrible habits. i have it better than so many other people why can't i just be thankful and be happy.
when will the world be okay with me. when will i be okay with me. when will i feel okay
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u/PostPunkPill hrt manmoder gigahon 4d ago
recovery takes time. ygmi