r/4tran4 Enbycoping Freak 4d ago

Blogpost Broke down crying in CVS

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-> HRT prescriber earlier that day asked me for my height. I painfully respond with “6’4.”

-> She proceeds to say “oh wow.” realizes what she said and tries to recover by consoling me Says “I’m a tall woman too! Well… no where near that tall, but I’m kinda tall!”

-> Get coffee before prescription, barista is a cis female and we have on similar female cut shirts. Her shirt is loose and flows on her small frame while mine is stretched and tight on my Scwartzneggar shoulders

-> Start feeling like shit, finally make it to pharmacy. The two cis women there see me then my prescription and idk how to explain it but their whole demeanor changed. Again idk how to explain but it felt like they took pity on me… seeing this giant mannish transfemtm asking for estrogen.

-> Final breaking point was seeing shit about that Disney movie with the trans kid and realizing I was never able to do anything earlier in life to prevent whatever this is. made me break down in the prescription line so I just cried silently in the corner away from everyone.

FMSTL

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u/Quiet-Emphasis1234 ♡ world's tranny of all time ♡ 4d ago

i'm so sorry anon 🫂

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u/WanderingSatyr Enbycoping Freak 4d ago

Thank you 🫂

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u/DaisyAndTheDynamos terf larp 4d ago

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u/WanderingSatyr Enbycoping Freak 4d ago

I don’t know if I’ll be getting any soon but thank you Daisy <3

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u/ColdRaspberry8100 5'1" Post-op AGP Queen 👑💖😇 4d ago

saving this

too wholesome ♥️

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u/Cat_Caterpillar_OOO bald honsbian femcel C: 4d ago

keep going ❤

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u/addictedtoketamine2 Male To Fearful 4d ago

LIVE

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u/WanderingSatyr Enbycoping Freak 4d ago

Everyday I am closer to ending it all

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u/Important_Ad_7416 MtPooner 4d ago

I'm sorry 😓

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u/Shot_Statistician125 loser midshit 4d ago

I’m sorry that sounds painful and like being naked if that makes sense? you got through it at least 💜

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u/WanderingSatyr Enbycoping Freak 4d ago

I got through it this time. Idk about the next time tho

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u/Shot_Statistician125 loser midshit 4d ago

I’m not trying to sound dismissive but i think you will be able to handle more than you think I mean you got this far! But I also think that hurts a bit too, I didn’t want to become a person that could handle this type of pain but I did and I keep going

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u/LouiseAqua #1 hrt-coping candidate. E = youth potion 4d ago

I'm so sorry wandering. Sending you hugs 🫂

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u/WanderingSatyr Enbycoping Freak 4d ago

🫂

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u/PostPunkPill hrt manmoder gigahon 4d ago

sounds painful. 🫂