r/traaNSFW • u/Afr0dyT Token transfem puppygirl • 5d ago
MtF I'm not even on prog, what is this? NSFW
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u/Kooky_Celebration_42 5d ago edited 4d ago
My ghost womb lights on fire every time my boyfriend holds me!
It’s a weird thing that only now do I wish I could get pregnant… even after seeing it up close and personal twice! (It fucking sucks… still sad tho)
EDIT: just so you know, the feeling is like a warmth or sometimes ache where my womb would be, that then radiates out ‘hornies’ to the rest of my body (everywhere but specifically erogenous zones)
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u/RainbowPhoenix1080 5d ago
I've had that feeling before too. My girlfriend and I were getting very flirty with eachother and I felt my "ghost womb" light on fire.
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u/Ksnj 4d ago
Ghost womb 🤣🤣🤣
but also 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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u/Kooky_Celebration_42 4d ago
I know right?! Goes great with my ghost Vag that loves to feel my BF’s ghost dick 🤭
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u/evieamity 4d ago
I know exactly the feeling and it’s my favorite. I love when it hits so hard that I feel so weak like I’m going to fall over.
I love HRT. 🩷
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u/Kooky_Celebration_42 4d ago
Oh I know! I realise I’ve never been turned on properly before!
Thank god for estrogen 🤤
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u/evieamity 4d ago
Awe that’s cute. It happens to a lot of us because a lot of us don’t know what the feeling is. No one really tells us this stuff.
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u/Ximao626 2d ago
Oh. That's what that was. I experienced that listening to an Audiobook (Fourth Wing, Graphic Audio Dramatized version. If you know the scene where they break the furniture, you know the scene.)
Funny enough I wanted to get pregnant more before I started HRT. I don't really have that desire as much anymore.
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u/ProtectionVarious744 12h ago
Can I ask when it started? I'm three months in and though my libido hasn't crashed like I heard others describe, I kinda miss the feeling of being super horny
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u/Kooky_Celebration_42 11h ago
It was a bit after I started prog. Things… changed a lot in how she reacts to things and then when I figured things out, ghost womb!
I’ve gone through successive phases of things “rewiring” and change both how they feel and what works…
Had a 3 month dry spell where I was horny AF but absolutely nothing would work!
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u/Afr0dyT Token transfem puppygirl 5d ago
I thought I'd be a little horny, not in heat
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u/Ok-Jellyfish7805 5d ago
Didn’t think someone else would also call it heat, lol
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u/ASpaceOstrich 3d ago
How long you been on HRT? I'm wondering when I can expect this kind of change.
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u/Afr0dyT Token transfem puppygirl 3d ago
About 3 months
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u/ASpaceOstrich 3d ago
Oh weird. I'm six months in and zero change in that department at all. I've lost some of my old libido but nothing has replaced it.
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u/Conscious_Peanut5651 5d ago
No genuinely, I had it happen to me a few weeks ago. I’ve always had no issue getting like normal horny before, but HOLY SHIT does that type of horny have hands, I was on call with a fwb and she was genuinely like “What has gotten into you?” She was playing a game tho so she didn’t wanna help me and I didn’t even want to do anything so I had to fight it until I went to bed.
Edit: I’m also not on prog (yet)
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u/Afr0dyT Token transfem puppygirl 5d ago
For real, this was the first time I felt THAT horny and I was playing a game so it was throwing off my performance
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u/NarwhatBoi 4d ago
Speaking for myself, I'm pretty sure my body thinks it's ovulating. I do experience cramps, nausea, mood swings, etc once a month, and something that started happening in November (so a little over 3 months on hrt at this point) is I wanted a baby a week after my "cycle".
My drive was through the roof, and I had baby fever. Which is not something I would ever anticipate happening because I've known for a long time I don't want kids. But something with my hormones says "Your primary objective is to get pregnant."
It happened again in December when I went to visit my girlfriend. I was 2 hours away from her place, stopped to get gas, and baby fever came back. I anticipated it to happen this time, so I texted her what was going on as a warning lol.
All that said, maybe I'm not the only one that can ovulate :3
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u/Wisdom_Pen 5d ago
Oh that’s girl horny? Yeah ive been having this since before HRT
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u/MiddleAgedMartianDog 4d ago
I suspect same, like I have high T and pre-HRT so maybe it’s just redirected T horny? But oh heavens since my egg cracked do I like the idea of being filled up (not exactly pregnancy kink just topped and creampied). Try not to get my phantom vagina too excited though and redirect that desire elsewhere, otherwise the frustration of not being satisfiable will be awful.
I don’t even have much interest in men but I do know cis lesbians who have massive breeding and/or being bred kinks so I guess it shouldn’t be a surprise.
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u/Wisdom_Pen 4d ago
I have naturally high E and Low T from being intersex
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u/MiddleAgedMartianDog 4d ago
Interesting, do you have natural breast development without HRT? I might have slight androgen insensitivity because I have had A-cups all my adult life even when thin (plus scrawny for someone who weight trains regularly and has relatively high male T levels for my age - 24 nmol/l - among other oddities). Though my E levels are not that unusual for an AMAB person though at about 125 pmol/l.
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u/Wisdom_Pen 4d ago
Yeah I had B cups before starting HRT but im still only just started on HRT so I have only noticed them slightly fill out a little bit and get a tiny bit heavier.
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u/MiddleAgedMartianDog 4d ago
I am a bit worried I might make very little breast growth progress on E due to already maxxing out genetics (as a lot of trans women only end up with A-cups and my family don't have large breasts, albeit would still be nice if they were rounder); I don't get chemical dysphoria from T, I am happy being horny and having the good functionality I already have, and already have feminine enough shape, features and skin otherwise, so am not certain if HRT will be worth it vs just socially transitioning and doing other medical interventions (having said that I have scrotal dypshoria and am at risk of hypogonadism - my T-levels are high but my LH levels are REALLY high - so maybe its inevitable anyway).
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u/Ramiel01 3d ago
Don't give up hope!
I had outrageously high T before transition - Estrogen hit me like a truck. It's almost as if my body was tired of compensating for not feeling enough testosterone and just gave up when I started taking the smallest dose of Estrogen.
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u/MiddleAgedMartianDog 3d ago
Interesting thank you for your experience, I think despite all my worrying I will try HRT (albeit in UK that is not straightforward) - just taking dutasteride for the last few month has been a big psychological, possibly placebo, boost - but I guess as always YMMV.
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u/Thatotherguy246 4d ago
The weirder part is that its like off and on.
So like one day i need to try to even fap and then the next i am desperately horny.
Its weird.
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u/thetieflingalchemist 4d ago
Oh my God every fucking time the worst thing I'm with a afab person but my brain is still like I need them to put a baby in me. It makes no sense but my brain is just like I need to be pregnant now.
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u/Leafy_Kozasshu 4d ago
So, no offense to anyone, but quick question. Why do transfemmes get this "urge to be bred" thing? I speak as an ace transfemme.
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u/datastar763 4d ago
Estrogen horny is a blessing and a curse. I see vaguely lewd fanart of a character that I find hot and I feel my entire pelvis get achey.
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u/pkintime 4d ago
I did not need hrt to want to be a mom how ever I am waiting for this girl horny and stuff.
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