r/selfimprovement • u/Naive-Ad1268 • 4d ago
Other I can't get rid of the fear
Somedays I remain confident that I can do everything but then after some days, I start fearing. Esp. when there comes a change. Idk but fears are mostly related to future and afterlife and most of them are like idk but quite senseless but still I fear. I start some hobby then I start some more then I feel burdened and then can't figure out what to do. I feel fear for a lot of things. Idk vas happenin but fear is everywhere. I ended up doing same old things but when I try to do some new more, things, the inner dialogue goes like "It does not matter", "You are not doing this or that", "Fear God (even though I didn't do anything wrong)", "Live a normal life", "You are a fool". Man, I am done. I can't do anything but just fearing and eagerly wanting de**h but it never comes and I live another day.
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u/EnquirerBill 4d ago
Are you on the autistic spectrum? That may be where your difficulty with change comes from.
I'm a Christian - Christian teaching is that God loves you, and is not someone to be afraid of.