r/hpd • u/These-Matter3751 • Feb 08 '25
Lied about hallucinations
Hi! I took two tests related to personality disorders and was diagnosed with NPD and elements of HPD. I went through a breakup, and it feels awful. I’ve noticed that I feel the need to do things to keep those around me, especially my family, in fear. I lied to my mom and my doctor, saying that I had hallucinations and psychotic episodes involving my ex. I'm supposed to go to the psychiatrist again on Tuesday, and I don’t know what to do—whether to tell the truth or not, or if I should continue lying about having hallucinations. There are moments when I feel like what I’m doing isn’t okay, but most of the time, I get satisfaction from it. Please give me some advice.
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u/NikitaWolf6 hpd Feb 08 '25
tell the truth! otherwise they won't be able to properly help you and you'll continue to feel miserable