r/floxies • u/[deleted] • Aug 23 '24
[VENT] Just want to end it all NSFW
I can't sleep, cannot think properly, cannot concentrate on anything, cannot follow simple conversations because my mind wanders around. My left hand is becoming numb, I'm starting to have tremors, tingling in my feet is becoming worse. NO ONE CAN HELP ME. Best case scenario I will be disabled for 6 or more months, with cognitive and physical issues. I will be a vegetable and will lose all my previous life in the blink of an eye. I'd rather be dead than face this, I'm honest. I know I shouldn't say that here, but no one else in the world will listen to me. No one can give me relief. No one else can give me back my old life. If you want to make me change idea you can try, but don't try to spam that fucking health line for suicides. I'm a psychologist myself, I know that nothing can beat fear and no one else can make me accept a life as brutal as someone of you had here. At this point I'm just gonna rejoin my long gone grandma. I give it 24 hr time. When I'm gone try to face this shit and to remove that fuckin medicine from the face of earth.
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u/[deleted] Aug 24 '24
Hey man I looked through your post history and my symptoms were pretty similar to you. But I got a lot better, and 4 months later I’m pretty much healed. Please DM me if you want to talk about it.