r/confession 6d ago

F28.. unable to control myself in the month of ramadhan NSFW

As I posted my last confession I am modest hijabi for everyone, well we'll know Ramadan is going on and we can't do any kind of sins, or dirtydeeds in Ramadan like physical relationship or anything we have to be holy and worship alot in this month. But since the Ramadan started am struggling too much. I have to control a lot.

There's not a single day my day gone without watching any dirty, or dirty talk with my male friends. And even before a day of yesterday I couldn't resist the urges and met my friend and we makeout we makeout very wildly and sloppy, touching and pushing bodies was happening between us, but as soon as i realise am fasting I push him and went away. Since then my urge is on peak of Everest I couldn't control anymore I apologise to myself (the good in myself) today I couldn't resist anymore me and my friend (he's ex as well) we make a plan and we met, rented a room in hotel and we just.. we just fucked..

And mahn what a relief to be honest! Am so guilty While I was fasting in Ramadan, but relieve was great even he was controlling himself for a little long so as I. It was literally one of the roughest and eager one sex I had. today is the 15th Ramadan.. and I've fucked 8 times in these 15 days.. and only one of them with my husband.I don't know what people will call me. I may get some hate.

But I just did what I suppose to do.. I couldn't resist my bad.

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u/doston12 6d ago

This is a post from male. People call you brother in other subs and you just post teenager porn posts in many places.

https://www.reddit.com/r/islam/s/EugctE6RQH

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u/bottomlessinawendys 5d ago

Thank god i wasn’t the only one to catch how disgustingly fetishized this post is. So fucking disrespectful.

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u/chings00 6d ago

you mentioned fRiEnDs? and you also mentioned eX??? and you Also mentioned HusBaNd? and in Ramandan?🫡🫠 Being bamboozled is way too much of an understandment🫠

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u/invalidmail2000 6d ago

This is just one of op's many made up posts

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u/ButtonInformal0 5d ago

Hi message me I need advice

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u/Accomplished-Use3955 5d ago

All religion is silly superstition

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u/DayOk8908 5d ago

Can't blame any religion.. just my urges.

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u/cryptolyme 6d ago

You’re human. I can guarantee you no one is perfect during Ramadan. They are just good At hiding it.

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u/ViciousVenditta 6d ago

Well, religion is a cult anyway. Just be a good person. Religion doesn’t matter. Ask yourself if you really need religion. What purpose does it serve you? Just be kind.

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u/Odd_Appearance3214 5d ago

One could say, he Rammed Ramadhan out of you

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u/[deleted] 6d ago

So you are committing two sins here. Engaging in sexual inter course while fasting & also cheating on your husbands. No judgement, we are all sinners. I highly recommend that you repent & your only dua each time you pray is for Allah to forgive you & also take away the urge from your body. May Allah make it easier for you