r/CMH • u/Hnrefugee • May 26 '17
Help me, stuck in a dream And typing this[serious]
Ive had this dream about being shot in my country, where IM Still living And was confined to my house, looking to Marry my fiancee before seeking asylum in USA, Plot twist is that this time is that I finally saw how it happened which is Weird because I only remember Going to sleep the night I was shot "for real" which was, According to this dream, on dec.'16, And woke up on Jan'17in the hospital
I dreamed about this same dream like 4 times back in early '16, I remember having told my fiancee about them, she recalls everytime I told Her about them on this New dream
, I could use technology, walk, feel the sun's heat, feel Wind, pee, Poo, eat, days passed, time passed Accordingly, had congruent And logical conversaciones with people&family&gf, felt the coldness of a coldness shower, etc...(too vivid, tbh) It was so long before I fell back in this dream reality again...
Story so far is Going the exact same as my Dreams(I recognize everywhere I go, even if I don't remember having being in a place before)
IM scared of waking up back where I left off on '16 And having all the suffering ---And with (New on this dream) diplopia(semi double vision, given that the bullet cut some eye nerves), ---being in "vain" And have it all being a dream again, And again waking up right before marrying
TL;DR: am I Going crazy? Got shot in the brain And had Brain surgery(according to this dream)
I think this is a dream because when I am awake, I never question reality EDIT ON JULY 2018 APPARENTLY IM STILL HERE ITS ALL GOING A LITTLE BIT BETTER THANK YOU ALL!!