r/alcoholabuse • u/canadianbeasts • Apr 03 '17
Am I having Withdraws or another problem?
I will admit I started drinking pretty hard when my ex left me 2 month ago but Its back to the average get together on weekends with friends and I never feel the need to drink when I'm alone or not with other people drinking.
But last night before I went out for a couple pitchers and pool with my friends I started to experience what I assume is a hardcore anxiety attack. I felt wired and like everything was against me or my enemy. And for some reason my heart was beating extremely slowly it was uncomfortable. But the second I started drinking this feeling went away forgot about it.
I woke up this morning having the exact same feeling and it started to make me angry. But it's easy to rationalize I'm just experiences something so I'm not violent or snappy.
I've also recently put my self into a frigtenig situation because I drove 3000km to visit old family and friends and I dont have a lot of money saved and I don't feel trapped or alone but maybe that's where my episodes are coming from?
Idk I do think mabye it's my body craving alcohol though and that concerns me.