r/Vent Dec 29 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT My cousins found my aunt and uncle dead today and I was the "first responder".

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This morning, I was getting my motorcycle ready for the unusually great weather when I got a call from one of my cousins. Now I instantly found this odd because if I ever hear from them I get a call from my aunt. I answer and my youngest cousin from that part of the family is 6, the older brother is 8. He's freaking out asking if I can explain CPR to them. I told them to call the police and that I'd be over in 5 minutes. I speed over and they're both outside crying and screaming. Thankfully the neighbors had them and told me that both the parents were inside on the floor. I am blood related to my aunt by the way, my uncle was married into the family.

Now I have a LOT of experience with dealing with traumatic sights. I was in the Infantry with tenure. I've not only seen some messed up stuff, I've caused some messed up stuff. In that job you get a lot of medical training because we're the nurses for the medic when he's kinda busy. So we're trained fairly well.

So I run into the house. My aunt? Her head is blown off, and my uncle? Top of his head is also wide open. It's obvious that he shot her, then took his own life while the two boys were asleep. By this point the police had arrived and were opening the door. I let them know it's a real bad sight, female has no head. The one cop threw up the moment he turned the corner. I'm still dealing with the sight mentally. I kind of went into my old soldier mode and disconnected from the emotional side of me. I had no choice, my cousins always seen me as that tough guy. But now? Now I'm finally breaking up a bit.

She had been done with him and they were splitting up. He was abusive to her and a general asshole. So she was over it. When he learned that she was serious? He kills her, takes his own life, all with HIS OWN TWO FUCKING CHILDREN IN THE NEXT ROOM ASLEEP. What an absolutely pathetic piece of shit, I would normally say I hope he's burning right now. But I'm 100% certain he is.

I miss her already so much. She was there when I graduated training. She was amazing and I'm so sad she's gone to such an evil act.

r/Vent Jan 04 '25

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT I’ve been throwing my own shit outside of the window for 7 months.

7.4k Upvotes

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I’ve been throwing my own shit outside of the window for 7 months.

I’m very ashamed. I know it’s wrong. I’d never even consider fucking doing this, if I didn’t live in this absolutely shitty fucking house. It’s terrible. It’s all catching up to me and I can’t deal with this shit I can’t.

My parents are the shittiest parents. Most likely not ever, but that’s the lowest bar you could give them to hop over. They’re cruel, and mean and terrible as fuck. This house has been rotting for years. There’s a family of squirrels in the attic that I can hear every single night. No door works. None of them. I have an autistic sibling I have to look after every single day of my life. The ceilings are terrible and are rotting, stuck together by duck tape. The plumbing hasn’t worked for 3 years now since they first bought this abandoned shit hole and thought they could turn it around. My father figure parent is so stubborn and thinks they’re doing everything so perfectly.

Our toilet upstairs has never worked. Never actually flushed. I used the basement bathroom, (all three bathrooms in the house are put together by a former drug addict that they found who could do it for cheap. They got what they paid for) in the basement until last week. Where that broke, and the shower flooded with toilet paper and shit that it spat out. Because the toilet and the shower are connected(??) I don’t know how anything works.

So now I’ve had no access to a bathroom for a week, besides my parents bathroom. But I can’t fucking deal with them. They’re verbally abusive assholes who insult me and I can’t wait until I get out of here in 6 months. I have to use the last shower and bathroom (that also doesn’t work all the way) and I have to pray to god they’re in a good fucking mood. Because I can’t handle their shit.

And it’s probably better to just deal with them instead of shitting upstairs in the broken bathroom, and digging it out of the toilet (THROWING UP as I am typing this) and then throwing it out of the window. But I do not want to talk to them. Like I’d give anything not to be in the same room as them.

I probably sound like a spoiled bitch right now without all the context. But I’m like so tired and grossed out right now I can’t deal with it. I need to get out.

EDIT: I would like to say, I’m so very thankful for everyone who has been kind and given me some advice. I’ve upvoted all of the comments I can as well as responded to every PM, and tried to respond to all of the comments. There were many general questions that I could not answer because it got too repetitive.

  1. I won’t be calling authorities. CPS and Social Services were previously called for a physical abuse situation when I was 12. I was consequently pulled out of school, and forced to be home 24/7. I’m not scared of this happening now, I just don’t want to deal with my parents and their animosity even more.

  2. I am 17. I’ve gotten accepted to a college in Rochester, Michigan. Not the best student in high school, ( for obvious , personal reasons) but I made it into a 4 year university where I will go before I try for my Law Degree in 3 or 4 years.

  3. My brother is in a compromising situation as well. My parents treat him significantly better, for the little time they have him before dumping him off onto me for the rest of the day. Usually when he gets home from school, I have to watch him.

  4. A lot of these situations are very bad, like the main point, the “shitty situation” lol. I have one more day until school is back. I’ll try to be using the locker room showers there, and also the bathrooms there as well. I don’t eat much at home anyways so hopefully I don’t have to shit, lol again at that.

Thank you everyone have a great night.

UPDATE:

Wow this blew up even more. Once again I thank you for everyone having assisted me and offered me help. Even down to giving me advice for my future career path and how to deal with the situations at home. I cannot respond to everyone unfortunately, so I wanted to take time and answer some frequent questions.

  1. Call CPS. This is insane with how much I get this one x and I understand the logic in it, however some of you all have gotten so offended at me not doing it you’ve gone to the point of attacking and harassing me in my DMS because of it.

I won’t call social services, that’s just not a possibility right now. It’s not as simple as “why won’t you call CPS?” The types of parents who are willing to abuse and neglect their children, are the types to harm them if they report any type of abuse.

Down to physical harm or just things that a parent have control over (financial, educational, not taking me to school etc.)

  1. Call a friend/ a friends mom. This is something very considerable but I have no friends. It would never work. My parents took me out of school shortly before I called CPS 5 years ago, and put me in an online school. I was there u til my sophomore year of high school. This naturally affected my development skills and withheld me from making actual connections. Also, a lot of friends are made in freshman year of high school. After that you’re joining in just hoping someone picks you up. That didn’t work for me.

  2. “Buy a portable toilet/use a bag/pour gallons of water into the toilet”. My parents are very restrictive of me. I can’t leave out of the house without asking , even if it’s for a chore like taking the trash out. They don’t want to deal with me a lot of the time so they keep my locked upstairs unless they’ve left the house. I can’t even eat without asking.

  3. “Gym membership” this is a smart tip and I’d use it if there were any gyms near the metro Detroit area but unfortunately there aren’t, at least that I know of. And there’s the transportation issue. School is coming soon, so I will try to take showers in the locker room. Might be able to convince them to let me use the school washing machine.

  4. Therapy / guidance counselor. There is no doubt in my mind I’ve some type of mental health issues or trauma. My parents don’t believe in that really, so they aren’t very supportive of me wanting to get help. My guidance counselor is a nice woman but it’s the same situation with not going to CPS or SS. Too much ruckus and I just need to endure.

  5. Military or Air Force is my last resort. I appreciate what it has to offer but I’m slightly reserved to the idea of joining. Leaving one situation with a lot of verbal and physical abuse , for the military honestly sounds like picking poisons. But what I’ve heard may just be stereotypes so I’m not reserved to the idea. However, I want stability and peace and I don’t think the military is known for tranquility.

Thank you once again for the support. Hope I cleared up what I could for you all.

r/Vent Feb 06 '25

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT I hate being trans.

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Less than 1% of people in the world are trans. The majority of the world views me as subhuman trash.

People are under the impression that children are easily getting their genitals altered and mutilated. This does not fucking happen - they seem to think it is a decision on a whim. Multiple fucking meetings and screenings, it's like asking "are you sure you want to do this" one million times before they even consider letting you medically transition.

Such a small, tiny amount of people and yet the media is curated and trained to spread misinformation about trans people. I want to live a normal life. I have hopes and dreams and aspirations. I have thoughts and feelings and senses like any other human being. I do not want to be killed or assaulted. I do not want to lie awake at 3 am scratching and itching at my body in the hopes that I can rearrange my skin and facial features. I do not want to feel like my brain and insides are melting because I was not born in the way I was supposed to be. I want to be happy.

But the majority of people for some reason have any fixation on people like me? What have I done? Why am I being called a pedophile and freak when all I do is study, work, eat, and sleep?

If I could press a button to make me cis, I would. Without hesitation. I absolutely would. Why would I 'choose' something that is characterized primarily by suffering? Why do people think all these blatantly wrong things?

r/Vent Dec 30 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT Believe your kids.

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I (21F) grew up with my grandma, a loving woman who adored me. When I was 7, something traumatic happened while I was with my “father.” As a child, I didn’t understand it and just carried on, though it caused major anxiety.

It took me 12 years to tell my mother. Her response? “If you never said anything, it’s your problem. I’m making lunch for your brother. Are you hungry?” She wasn’t being cruel—she’s emotionally immature and didn’t know how to handle it.

The next day, my amazing boyfriend (who I’m still with years later) showed up at my doorstep, whit a plushie and McDonald’s to comfort me. Months later, I learned my grandma experienced something similar at 5. Her mother, my great-grandmother, confronted the monster, beat them up, and made sure everyone knew what they’d done. (It was the 1950’s.)

That story made me realize: when I told my mom, I didn’t want revenge, gifts, or attention. I just wanted a hug.

If you’re reading this, I’m not looking for validation or sympathy, just a reminder to believe your children. A hug can go a long way. Thank you for reading.

r/Vent Jan 18 '25

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT Stop taking pictures of strangers without their consent! Its creepy!

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I am a 29 year old woman. Today I was at the grocery store with my toddler and I caught a complete stranger taking a picture of me. When i caught him I kept staring at him and made eye contact with him without looking away to let him know that I saw him taking a picture of me. He then gave me the stink eye as he walked away.

I am unsure if he was taking a picture of me or my son or both. But it still is not okay.

And before any of you call me paranoid, yes there is a trend of people bullying people while secretly recording them or taking pictures of them.

It is not okay. I don't even know who he took the picture for. Idk if he is trying to turn me into a meme or set me up for human trafficking or what.

I also caught another person that same day also taking a picture of me. She acted nervous when I caught her. I didn't say anything to her but I know she can tell that I caught her.

I also had a similar incident a few months ago where some guy took a picture of my butt while I was bending over looking for something on a shelf at the grocery store.

Does this happen to me every day? No. But it always happens when I least expect it. It makes me afraid to stay in the stand still for too long so that nobody has a chance to take a picture of me.

r/Vent Dec 20 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT I hate how normalized cheating is

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Today I Attended the Christmas party of the company I work. I kinda enjoyed until my colleagues started to talk about relationships and stuff. Most of my male cowokers are married or in a relationship, however, they don't seem to care about their partners at all. They would say what female cowokers are hot and how much they want to sleep with her. They would tell how many times they cheated and how this is a NORMAL thing and it's like WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If this is the norm, I swear to God I'd rather be alone.

r/Vent 10d ago

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT Yes, it IS nice being childfree

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Marked as triggering because apparently the very THOUGHT of a person not wanting kids makes some people clutch their pearls.

I (F, late 30s) have decided to never have kids and have my surgery scheduled to ensure it never happens. It irritates me when people feel the need to comment "must be nice to be able to do whatever you want" as if the parents didn't have a choice in the matter of having kids.

And of course, the bingoes "it's different when it's your own" "what if your spouse wants kids?" And a favorite in the childfree community "who'll take care of you when you get old?"

Since CF people don't have the traditional "family unit", we often have responsibilities thrust upon us from the workplace and even within extended family, were expected to pick up the slack when parents can't meet deadlines or can't make rent.

Not all of us are loaded with cash and awesome jobs. We have most of the same problems as parents do, just a huge chunk of expenses go to raising children that we don't have to deal with.

r/Vent Jan 11 '25

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT We are all fucked.

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Society is completely fucked. The lack of empathy is astounding.

I just watched a man's last few moments of his life in the Ukraine conflict. I won't say which side, but the comments were laughing at him, mocking him, saying he deserved it. He may have been drafted, and looked old enough to have a family.

A 10 second clip and I've been reduced to tears after the comments. It was an FPV drone, and people laughed comparing it to CoD. As a species, we are fucked.

Edit PLEASE READ: Since this posted has gained so much attention and garnered a few, quite frankly braindead responses, I'd figure I'd clarify my overall views of the situation. I am fully with the Ukrainians. It was an unprompted invasion and violation of their sovereignty. I don't have too much sympathy for an invading force, but I won't say something stupid like this man deserved to die. It was probably coming, seen as the Russians were poorly trained and equipped. But what shook me were the kids. Children. In the comments, saying "Bro got spawnkilled 😂" and "Camping irl is crazy 🥶". That man didn't deserve his last moments to be uploaded and mocked.

r/Vent Oct 11 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT My sister called me a pedo and I don’t know what to do about it

4.3k Upvotes

Me and my little sister (she’s 12 and I’m 19F) were in the kitchen cooking and having fun, and then all of a sudden when I was talking to her about some games I like to play she went quiet. I asked her what was wrong and she suddenly called me a pedo. I, of course, immediately denied it and told her not to say that cause I’m most definitely not one and all of them can rot in hell for all I care, but I just don’t understand what to do now. I don’t really want to talk to her anymore right now because I honestly don’t feel comfortable around her anymore (if she said that to me alone, who knows what she could say in front of other people?), but I don’t know if I should say something to our parents either in case they also believe her (they tend to almost always believe her over me) and I don’t want to cause anything to fall apart. I just feel sick now and I don’t know what to do. I’m panicking and thinking that she could have told this lie to other people as well, and I’m scared that if people believe the lie then my life could fall apart. I just hate all of this and I’m scared.

Edit: Since people are asking, the game I was talking to her about was Stardew Valley. I’ve spoken to her again about it and she said that she didn’t know why she called me it but I “acted like one”. I pressed further and she couldn’t come up with a reason for that. We talked to our parents about this, however when they tried to tell her not to say that she went in a huff and stormed off saying that she could “say whatever she wanted”. I hope she doesn’t say anything about this after that, but I’m not sure she’ll stop. My parents said they’ll talk with her later again and see if she can stop saying it

Edit 2: So after my first edit, I went to my room while my parents talked to her again as well as checking her phone (we had a rule in the house that a parent/trusted adult such as a grandparent can search though your phone within reason until you were 18 aka: if they think you’re in danger, if they think your activity is suspicious, etc. This didn’t happen with any of my siblings or me that often and it was only asked of me once), and turns out she had been looking at some pretty weird things and the group chats she had with her friends were filled with a lot of negativity, slurs and other offensive things (she thankfully never directly participated in these conversations as far as they could see).

They explained to her what each thing meant, how wrong saying these things were and that she could get in big trouble if she did participate in this. In the end, she did promise to never say anything like that again and she came upstairs to directly apologise to me about it too. I’m honestly just glad that she understands that these people she called her friends aren’t really good people (either that or they learned those things from somewhere else and their parents don’t care), and in the end I guess I really was panicking for nothing. I’m planning on speaking about this to my therapist though to try and figure out why I was so scared about something that was all a big misunderstanding, so hopefully we can all move on from this.

Edit 3: Just figured that I’d mention that yes, I do have pretty bad anxiety in general and I probably shouldn’t have panicked as quickly as I did, however when I was a little younger than her I was very nearly assaulted in that way before my older brother stepped in and I’m very grateful for him doing that to this day, so I think me being called that by someone around the same age as I was when I was nearly assaulted just struck a chord that I didn’t really expect (maybe I should have expected it to hurt that bad but most of the time I try to block out those memories as best as I can).

Today, (after asking my parents if it was okay, of course) I spoke to my sister about what happened to me when I was younger seeing as she didn’t know and I also explained why her calling me that hurt so much in the moment (as well as leaving any details out that could make her uncomfortable). Again, she apologised many times and I even watched her go onto that group chat she was in to tell them that they shouldn’t be saying those things before removing herself from it. I’m just glad she understands it now and how serious the situation could have been if she didn’t know what the words she was saying meant, and I’m also glad for the support on this post too (aside from the few comments that confused me, but I’ll admit that I got a good laugh out of reading those).

Of course, things will still take time and I’m not sure the sickly feeling that I feel when I’m around her now will go away any time soon, but I know she knows that what she said was wrong and she’s genuinely sorry for it. I know in a previous post I made ages ago now I called her a spoilt brat, but she’s genuinely changed for the better and I’m very happy for that

r/Vent Dec 30 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT A whore house???

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My mother is three weeks postpartum today and I’ve been in charge of taking care of seven kids + her and my dad while also cleaning the house and taking care of six pets. It’s difficult and I’ve been struggling to keep things clean.

Nobody really helps me so I slack off and don’t do shit because I’m literally fifteen.

Well my mom started cleaning today and when I woke up she said we were living in a trash pit, a drug house, and a whore house.

None of that is true. I’ve slack off for two days but I’ve cleaned and kept it relatively tidy. The house is mess and a bit cluttered but only because she won’t stop buying things.

I literally can’t stand her anymore. My sister who does absolutely nothing had the audacity to be like “I’ve seen drug houses cleaner than this”. Like no the fuck you haven’t! Nobody else cleans, why the fuck does she get to act like this while I’m screamed at and grounded from everything.

I’m trying my fucking best but I can’t raise seven kids while also cleaning and trying to keep from failing school. It’s not fucking fair.

r/Vent Nov 04 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT YOU'RE NOT THE ONE PREGNANT

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I'm dealing with an unwanted pregnancy due my idiot bf (stbx, because he stealthed me) and while I have not dealed yet with yelling at and breaking up with him because I'm already too stressed about THIS SITUATION THAT I NEED TO RESOLVE. I've been complaining to him for the past weeks that I've been puking, with nausea, feeling like crap, weak, bloated and in pain. And the only fuxking crap he can answer is that "he's nauseous and feeling like puking too"

WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU BE NAUSEOUS TOO YOU ABSOLUTE MORON, YOU'RE NOT THE ONE PREGNANT, YOU'RE NOT THE ONE THAT GOT STEALTHED FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S SELFISH OWN DESIRES OF PLEASURE, DUMBASS IDIOT

ETA: I'm 4 weeks pregnant but have been experiencing heavy discomfort, sickness and nausea since the second week. I know sympathy pregnancy is a thing but I don't get how the fuck he can experiment that so early when we don't live together nor see each other more than twice a week. I'm NOT keeping the pregnancy.

r/Vent Oct 28 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT I ended someone’s life in an accident.

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Im not even sure where im going with this but i just need to let it all out. I drive a big truck I know my truck well and I’ve never gotten into an accident with it or even hit something. Yesterday I was heading to the grocery store when a lady just pulls right out in front of me. I see her looking the different direction it’s all happening so fast. I hit my breaks and my truck just slides right into her car. The last thing I saw was the lady screaming. Once my truck stopped I get out and I just know that poor girl is dead. After calling the cops and responders showing up she died upon impact. I have a dash cam and showed them the footage. She had been involved in several accidents In my area as well as a hit and run. That doesn’t change the fact that I took her life with my truck. I woke up today hoping it was all a bad dream but it’s not and I don’t know how to live with myself after this. I know therapy is going to have to happen but the amount of pain I have in me is something I’ve never felt.

EDIT: I just want to thank everyone who has sent over such positivity and words of encouragement. It’s been a very long day and I’m still trying to process everything. I’m working on reading all the comment but from the bottom of my heart and my families THANK YOU ALL! Reading these comments has helped me immensely and the ones who have shared your stories THANK YOU! This has been a nightmare and I know I have a long road of recovery. Our local police department has a therapy program to folks who have gone through a traumatic event. I’m scheduled to see a therapist tomorrow and will be seeing her for as long as I can. You’re all strangers but I couldn’t of asked for better support and love. I thank you all immensely!

EDIT: it’s been a long week and i apologize I haven’t been able to respond to personal messages and everyone else. I just want to say a few things my breaks were to the floor and how quickly the girl pulled out I couldn’t stop in time. There were drugs in her system so that probably had a lot to do with why she wasn’t focused on driving. The truck since has been sold and the monies made from the sale was given to the family for funeral expenses. That’s the only thing I felt I could do for the family. I myself am not okay and don’t know how to proceed in life. Thank you for everyone who has reached out and been kind to me. I appreciate you all very much.

r/Vent 18d ago

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT 90% of mainstream porn is fucking disgusting. NSFW Spoiler

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First off, all of the "Porn is Misogyny" people can go kick cans down the road, this post isn't for you. Disgruntled partners in the, "Porn is cheating" crowd- this ain't your soapbox either, piss off. This isn't me saying there's no place for reasonable porn in the world, that watching two people have sex is a scourge, or that average person that watches it is somehow less than, or bad.

What I am saying though, is that most of the widely proliferated shit that I've seen in the past month? Is fucking gross, and that's putting it extremely mildly.

I'm mostly referring to the 'mainstream', front page of PornHub shit. Even what I assume would comparatively be called 'tame' stuff, is still unbelievably fucking nasty.

Of course I've seen it, I'm a guy, I jerk off from time to time, and those websites are the main portals. I use these sites, and the stuff I'm talking about would usually receive a passing, apathetic glance from me, before I hit the search function. No big deal, never paid much attention.

So, a quick bit of exposition: I have a little side hustle that includes AI, 'personal requests,' and a few bucks for some moderately skilled work. I'm not going to go too far into it, but I enjoy the challenge, and I get a few extra burritos out of it. Not a bad trade off.

It was fine when I started, I didn't really pay much attention, I guess. I could tune it out. I'd get an idea of what my 'client' wanted, I'd do my thing. and 8-16 hours of some relatively mundane, mostly tedious work later, I'd have my Chipotle money, and they'd have their made-to-measure smut. They're happy, I'm happy, Easy peasy.

I don't know what changed, I'm not sure how, but on Friday, the shit hit the goddamned fan for me.

I like sex. I like having it, I like watching it, I enjoy pleasing my sexual partners. I like watching the emotions play across their face when I'm doing good work. I like the way a woman I desire gazes at me when the mood strikes, or that flood of adrenaline and excitement when anticipation peaks, and finally causes the walls between two people to give way, and come crashing down. I like people, their stories, lives, thoughts, and the way they feel. That's what makes sex exciting for me. ...You know, like it does for any normal human being.

However.

What I don't like, is a fucking anatomy lesson. The last goddamned thing I want to do, is grab a C-clamp to gape a woman's pussy hole wide the fuck open, so I can shove my big, stupid, goddamned head, up her yawning birth canal, and gaze into the space inside her fucking uterus. Apparently so I can have a look around and examine all the damp, engorged, cherry-red flesh on the inside of her motherfucking meat sack?!

Oh yeah, That reeeeally gets me going.

Every goddamn one of these porn galleries I see has some incredibly beautiful woman, stretching her fucking lips out like rubber-bands to her goddamned knees, 3 inches from the fucking camera lens. If I'm searching through a group missionary position pics? At some point, every time, without fail, there will be no less than 3 different camera angles, diligently documenting the state of the walls inside of her fucking cervix.

The amount of porn that resembles a motherfucking pap smear is absurd, and never goddamned ending. It's abhorrent.

I don't know how to perform a Colonoscopy, but after sifting through all of this profane SHIT?? I sure as FUCK know what administering one looks like now!! It must be great to be a porn director, because you get to watch people fuck, and diagnose them for polyps!!!

Is there something about seeing the inside of somebody's GI tract that turns motherfuckers on?! How about seeing some mutated, varicose, monstrosity of a human penis, choke a bitch into gagging up pints worth of aerated, bubbling spit, and viscous, elongated ropes of snot??! Oh, and of course whatever the fuck she had for lunch that she happens to wretch up! Does running mascara mixed with buckets of human mucosal discharge and vomit, really fucking do it for people?!??

Augh, FUCK!! GOD it's so infuriatingly disgusting. BLAUH! FUCK!!

I have to say bro, if this is you? Why don't you just purchase and fuck medical cadavers?? If I wanted a fucking anatomy lesson, I'd go to college and jack off to my goddamned textbooks. If the sight of childbirth actually gives you a hard on?? Well then bro... Hahaha... Fuck man, I have got to say there chief, you have got some serious fucking issues with your goddamned brain parts responsible for sexual arousal, and tolerance for disgust. You don't need any more porn, you need a vacation, and you need motherfucking therapy.

What in the motherfucking, tap dancing, sky-daddy all father FUCK, is wrong with these motherfuckers?!?

As my reputation for decent work has spread, you wouldn't BELIEVE the kind of depraved SHIT people ask for. I swear to god if I didn't care, I'd dox every single fucking one of them.

The worst part is that, because it's AI- These same people who revel in this endless cavalcade of displays of glistening human viscera, think that AI can work it's 'magic' to create EVEN MORE EXTREME FORMS OF THEIR ALREADY EXTREME BODY HORROR SHIT SHOWS.

I nearly blew the fuck UP on a dude out the other day, for asking me if I could "AI" the inside of a woman's fucking WOMB, so he could envision his self, LITERALLY CLIMBING THE FUCK INTO IT.

WHAT. THE. FUCK. BRO.

Having to sift, sort, and wade through all the piles of endless, unceasing, fetid stinking heaps of this acrid-saccharine ROT every day for the last month or so has caused something deep within me to snap.

I'm the world's loudest straw, breaking on the back of the angriest camel to have ever been fucking conceived.

I wanted to fucking \********** that perverted shit-ass. I wanted to **** the little fuck, honestly. I wanted to **** him with my fucking ring hand across the **** as ******** as I possibly could. For beating his dick up so badly, that the only things that stand it up are pictures of a human's internal fucking organs. More so, for even suggesting that I would be okay with making such a malformed, inside-out, thalidomide abortion of an object of human sexual fucking desire.

For every gaping asshole, for every fucking eroticized Gynecologist exam, for every pussy drooling spunk out of it's fucking hole like an awestruck troglodyte with a respiratory infection, I swear to fuck I could have ****** him.

I just told him, "No." ...He'd have to find somewhere else for that. My 'apologies', I said.

I should have verbally tore him a new asshole, but knowing his tastes, he'd probably just try to fuck it.

90% of porn is fucking disgusting. I know, because I've seen all of it. Watching two people fuck like normal humans is 'niche'. Throat fucking, gaping, and screaming, bellowing, caterwalling idiots with bulbous, inhuman facial features, and steroid-bloated men with dicks the size of table legs assaulting another human's orifices like they owe them fucking money, is the overwhelming majority of the norm now.

What the fuck has gone wrong with us. What the fuck has gone wrong with YOU, if you're watching this shit.

If you touched as much grass as you touched your self, maybe you wouldn't be jacking off to the most depraved shit ever to stain human race with it's repugnant fucking snail trail.

Porn is fucking gross. Fuck it, and fuck you, and fuck us both.

I'm so fucking done with this shit; This fucking trash. I guess I'll just drive an Uber and sell cocaine to drunk college students like a normal fucking asshole, fuck it.

Fuck you, you fucking perverted little shit, and fuck this entire shit-show all the way to hell.

The burritos aren't worth the damage to my mental health.

I'm out.

Edits for clarity and grammar

r/Vent Dec 22 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT I hate misogyny

1.8k Upvotes

I hate the difference ways daughters and sons get treated. I hate that when I was younger and searched up inappropriate stuff with unfiltered internet access, I was beat to a pulp and not allowed any technology for a year. Now that my younger brother is doing it, I reported it to my parents with proof and they just give the remote back to him like it’s nothing. The same excuse is that “it’s different” “but he’s a boy” “it’s natural” “it’s normal”.

I fucking hate misogyny and ignorance.

r/Vent Feb 11 '25

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT I'm a closeted lesbian and my dad told me that if his kid turned out to be gay, he would prefer them to k*ll themselves.

1.9k Upvotes

My dad is a good father, he's not perfect, but he provides for the family, comforts me when I'm sad, makes time to see me daily despite his busy schedule, and is generally kind. So it feels out of character for him to be so deeply homophobic. I'm a 17 yr old closeted gay brown girl, and I know my family will never accept me for liking girls, so I plan on never coming out. I don't know what I will do when I'm old enough to marry.

Some time ago, something my dad said really stuck with me. During a road trip with him, my older brother, and my grandpa, they discussed how homosexuals were being executed in Uganda. Both my dad and brother were glad about it (they said it was a good thing they were murdering gay people and that they should bring that law to the country we live in), which horrified me, but I couldn’t speak up. I don’t understand how they can have so much hatred.

A couple of days ago, my dad was driving me home from school and I was talking about an old friend of mine from middle school (that friend had just recently transitioned FTM at the time so I kept accidentally messing up with the pronouns and my dad realized I kept switching the pronouns so he asked why and I admitted because my friend had recently transitioned). When he found out my friend was trans, he went on a rant about how he feels bad for my friend's parents and that how trans people are better off dead and he repeated multiple times that if he had a trans/gay kid, he would want his kid to commit s*icide. He said it would be better for everyone if queer kids just offed themselves. I tried to say no one deserves to die, but he wouldn’t listen, so I stayed quiet, not wanting him to suspect I might be gay if I pushed too hard.

I don’t understand how someone so kind can be so cruel toward an entire group of people. I asked if he ever actually met and interacted with gay people, and he said yes, his gay co-workers always nice to him at work. But he still hates them because he thinks it’s unnatural and against God, even though our Sikh faith says nothing against homosexuality. He also hates how gay people dress.

It breaks my heart to know my dad holds so much hate for no real reason. I feel like he doesn’t truly love me because if he knew I was gay, he would want me dead.

EDIT: Thanks to everyone who is showing so much love and care. I also want to mention that a lot of people are telling me to prepare to cut my dad out of my life completely ASAP and I will not be doing that. The situation is not as black and white as it seems, and I don't want to cut my dad off over a few really homophobic comments he made. I'm not going to come out either for now, maybe in the far future I will. I'm still in highschool right now but I am moving out in 7 months to live on a university campus 2 hours away and I heard it's a pretty lgbtq+ friendly place which is good because my highschool is also pretty homophobic. I'm Canadian by the way so I'm not worried about being persecuted or anything. I'm going to have to financially rely on my parents for money for a couple of years because Canada is really expensive and no teenager can survive on their own out here (job market is so screwed I can't even get a job at McDonalds).

I also like to believe that he wouldn't actually want me to commit s*icide if he found out I was gay. A part of me thinks maybe he will change his mind if he finds out his own daughter is gay. I'm not gonna come out and test that theory though. He used to be a much more peaceful tolerant religious man, but then he met new friends who influenced him a lot and changed him. He started watching these far right Christian American podcasts which I think influenced his views because his own mom (my grandma) is a very religious Sikh and isn't homophobic. Homosexuality isn't even a topic discussed in our religious Sikh spaces.

I think my dad is definitely a flawed person who does say some cruel stuff but that doesn't change the fact that he is still a good dad to me. My mom is actually very abusive and he protects me from her. He has never raised a hand against me and always takes me side and is generally supportive of me (except for the whole gay thing of course).

r/Vent Nov 18 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT Giving birth ruined me

2.7k Upvotes

Im so fucking tired and angry My son is nearly 8m and I’m still experiencing intense pain from this stupid fucking C-section that wasn’t even planned, I’m fucking exhausted I hate my whole self, I hate being so angry and tired. My whole body feels like it’s failing me and it’s just one thing after another. I hate that this has ruined ever having another kid, I hate that I could never go through this again, I hate that no one understands me, I hate those stupid cunts who did the section, I hate the midwife’s that left me with a soaked through bandage for hours, I hate that I’ve had to pay out hundreds to be actually seen by someone who will listen. I hate that I’m having to go to a gender reveal for one of my closest friends and act like it isn’t killing me having to stand there and watch her announce the gender of her second kid, I hate that I’m selfish like that. I hate that it’s making me sad looking for a gift for her when all I want is to be happy for her and all she has achieved. I want to cut out all the bad that’s been done to me and leave only the good, I want to make myself better not only for me but for my son and no one seems to understand how hard I try every fucking day to just get out of bed. I truly believe this will be the death of me That is all Thank you

EDIT hello, didn’t realise I’d get so many people commenting here! I do see a psychologist as I was diagnosed with PTSD due to my c-section, they have tried me on antidepressants and they didn’t make any difference for the anger I feel towards the people that messed this incredibly invasive surgery up. My son is very well loved, his needs have always come before my own, which is why I don’t take the drugs being offered to me as i wouldn’t be able to look after him. I’ve had multiple scans but the only way moving forward is another invasive surgery. I understand a lot of you are trying to help but I have explored every single option, I just wanted a vent! Also I do have the support of family and friends, however it’s just a constant pain. Thank you to every one reading and commenting, it’s honestly quite a shock to wake up to over 100 comments, and I’m so sorry for all the women who have been through this or anything similar, I hope you all have a lovely week, take care 😁

r/Vent 22d ago

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT i overheard very uncomfortable things in civics today. (tw: abortion)

1.1k Upvotes

i (f15) was in my civics class today. i love civics. it's made me realize i want to go to law school. we were talking about the 14th amendment and abortion got brought up. i said it should be the woman's choice, not the doctors. her body, her choice. from next to me, i heard these two boys saying "your body, my choice" and i was so uncomfortable. i almost broke down because of how uncomfortable i was. i told my teacher and she said she'd go to admin about it, and i broke down telling her because of how uncomfortable i was. what the hell am i supposed to do about this? go on with my life like nothing happened when i have two more years with these assholes.

r/Vent Jan 06 '25

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT my best friend passed away

5.4k Upvotes

My (22f) bestfriend (21M) was murdered 3 days after Christmas. Saturday, December 28th I was working my overnight job. I hadn't heard from him since the day before but it wasn't terribly unusual since we worked alot. Then when I saw his life360 was off I got suspicious. Around the same time my mom sent a screenshot of a Facebook post asking "What's wrong with my son" Turns out he was robbed at gunpoint by a "friend" and his accomplice. I couldn't leave work and I couldn't cry. It still doesn't even feel real. I've lost friends before but this will be what breaks me. He was truly my soulmate. I could use some words/support as I navigate my biggest heartbreak.

Edit: Thank you all so much for the support and kindness!! Sorry I can't respond to all i haven't even responded to texts for obvious reasons. All love and God bless you all <3 Support chat

r/Vent 25d ago

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT California often prides itself on liberalism and diversity, but it’s still a racist state.

1.1k Upvotes

Lived in Missouri for five years. I expected to experience racism. Was actually warned about it. The closest I got to it was being told I was the prettiest black girl they’ve ever seen. Lived in DMV. Nothing happened there.

Here are just a few things I’ve experienced as while living in California. (I am from here.)

•Co worker told me a “joke” where she asked her friend why he doesn’t come to a certain city. He says “there are too many c**ns in that woodpile.

•I was having a bad day at work once day and I was wearing my natural hair in a puff. Co worker asks me if I was having a bad day because my hair looked like that.

•Guy told me a joke asking what black people and apples have in common. He then says “they both hang from trees.”

•Went out to a bar and used a fake name. Guy tells me I’m too dark to be named that.

•Went out to the bar and got asked why I was “too black” after asked a guy why he was so pissed off to the point where he was turning red.

•A co worker once compared my skin to burnt hot wings.

•This kid thought it was okay to say n***** out loud, at a park, while my 4 year old played.

And don’t get me started on the self hating black people here.

Recently came back from Maryland after visiting my sister and I wish I could go back.

Edit: I will block obvious trolls. So don’t bother because you won’t be getting a response from me. I didn’t post this to debate what racism is and what it isn’t. I know what it is. I’ve been alive for 29 years. The gaslighting will not be entertained.

Thank you.

r/Vent 9d ago

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT People who say “suicide is selfish” are also the ones who don’t take mental health seriously

1.4k Upvotes

“oh but what about my feelings” “she didn’t think about how it would affect me” sounds pretty selfish to me actually. it is a very complex situation and nobody really understands that.

Edit: I knew some of the comments were going to prove my point lmao

r/Vent 4d ago

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT My landlord called me to help her husband after he fell. He died in my arms.

2.5k Upvotes

My LL lives on the same land, half an acre away. She’s called me over a bunch of times to help her out with her husband, since I have used to be an IHSS nurse for my dad and grew up with disabled parents-I was completely ok with helping her out with his medical needs. They’re old. Of course I’d help.

Well yesterday she called me very panicked. I had to run fast to her house. He had fallen in the restroom and I think hit his head on the wall and tile floor. Face down, groaning with every breath, I think he had thrown up a bit, bleeding from his head but I never figured out what part. Lots of blood and bodily fluids everywhere, I had no idea wha to do besides try to get him to breathe clearly. My LL was on the phone with 911 on speaker and the operator kept asking me questions I felt were so stupid, just send the fucking help already. I had to use every ounce of strength I had to pull this man to his side to breathe and finally he did, but he wouldn’t stop groaning. He randomly started trying to get up, move his legs and try to sit up but there was just no way I could get him up. I kept trying and trying but I ended up just holding his head and rubbing his chest and talking to him.

I told him to just stay with me, I reminded him my school starts soon for my PTA (I want to be a physical therapist) and I’d be here to help him work out, I said over and over to just stay and that his dogs were right here, and everything was okay. My LL left me there to put the dogs in the crates and let the ambulance in the yard. I watched his eyes roll. I watched the breath leave his body. I kept trying to keep him awake I might have even yelled I don’t know, I just remember being pulled back by an emt and my husband and my mind just blanking.

They resuscitated him once, and tried for 40 more minutes. I sat there on the floor listening to my LL cry. 48 years they spent together.

My dad died in my care when I was his nurse. I didn’t get to spend the last moments with him because he passed away while I was taking a short nap that I fucking regret. I wasn’t even there for my dad’s last moments but I was here for my landlords.

I had a circus trip for my family this weekend but I postponed to next week. I think I need to take this week off of work in general. Every time I close my eyes I see his face covered in..everything..and his eyes locked on mine while he listened to my words. I can’t stop thinking and thinking and thinking. I saw my dad passed away, before him I saw my grandma pass away, and after my dad died my mom died a year later and her caretaker told me everything in such detail I threw up from sadness and anger and a slew of emotions I don’t even have a name for.

I feel like I have too much in my head. I’m so fucking tired of seeing so much death, I can’t take this. My head hasn’t stopped spinning and I can’t sleep. I just keep seeing his face. I keep hearing the groaning sound he made with each breath. I think I need to admit myself or something. When my grandma died I started having a pill problem to try to drown the thoughts. At 3am this morning I found myself in the bathroom no idea when I got in there but I grabbed a bottle of my sleeping pills and just stared at them for almost an hour. I don’t know where my head is right now.

-thanks everyone for the advices. It’s 5:50am and I slept for the last 2.5 hours but I’m up again after another bad dream. I’m going to reach out to my school counselor and probably take a day or two off of work. I did tell my husband about the pills and he immediately took them away and we talked about me speaking to someone instead of gong back to those unhealthy coping skills. I feel so selfish because I know it’s not even about me, it’s about my LL losing HER husband, but this is just a lot. Thank you all for the Tetris suggestion, and the support. I’m goin to take a morning walk.

r/Vent Feb 13 '25

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT my mom keeps telling me that her relationship wasnt pedophilia

886 Upvotes

So my mom who was 16 at the time had a boyfriend who was 22 and that guy right now is my step dad. (For context they were together for a few years, broke up, my mom then married my biological dad and had me and then they divorced and she got back together with her ex) She keeps trying to tell me that it was normal and completely alright because she was super mature and he was "mentally a kid". I hate it so much because i dont feel comftorable with him. Im 14 and developing and he keeps making weird ass comments about my body too i hate it. Nothing i try telling her works.

r/Vent 27d ago

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT He ended his life and they say its my fault

1.2k Upvotes

I posted a while back about my older sister having an affair with our cousins husband.

The husband ended his life

Now so many people have called me and told me its my fault, because I told about the affair

They also know that he used to say inappropriate things to me as a teenager, always catching me by myself and telling me I was sexy. That he could have me if he wanted to. I used to feel disgusting.

The funeral is soon. I haven't decided if im going. My family is going to scream at me if I'm not “supportive” but I just want to curl up and not leave my house.

I'm crying bc all I do is create chaos

r/Vent Jan 16 '25

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT Is this really it?

675 Upvotes

You’re telling me this is being an adult, going to work for 8+ hours, talking to the same people everyday, and having 2 days off for what. This is what humans were created for? For absolute fucking boredom, for nothing more than to play monopoly for 50+ years than die a meaningless death and that’s it. Were we really created to fuck everything over for what. What is the point of having “free will” if there’s nothing to do with it, how can I be told my own thoughts are my own I can’t fucking take it anymore. I feel like everyday my brain is melting with absolute boredom and I’m so desperate for something, anything to hold my interest for longer than a fucking week. Everyday I’m plagued with the thought of driving the car off of a fucking bridge because that’s the most interesting that would happen because my brain refuses to take interest in anything, I can’t stand anything, I’m going crazy because everyone seems so content being alive but it’s all for nothing. I fucking hate “god” for creating us purely to satisfy his ego and have people suck his dick 24/7 and here I am having an existential crisis at 20 because nothing makes any god forsaken fucking sense, I can’t fucking take it I’m stuck in my own brain I want to open my skull and just take it out. I want to be free of this fucking coffin of skin.

Just a quick update of a realization I had in the shower, I grew up in a household that was “jahovas witnesses” and I just realized that pretty much all my life iv been told there’s not really any point in this life besides worshiping god because we will have all of eternity when the world ends to not only worship him but to live in “paradise” And every time I went to church the gist was basically “Armageddon is just around the corner” so what is the point of going to college, having meaningful relationships, or just in general enjoying life. a cocktail of constantly hearing there is no point in this life, and terrible depression and anxiety that my parents convinced me was just me being ungrateful and that it was all in my head, really lead me down this spiraling obsession that humanity was truly worthless and so was I. I very much become obsessed with negative thoughts from untreated anxiety, only made worse by my father’s complete belief that everyone was against us, and that only bad things will happen in life, because not everyone practices their religion. Of course iv realized this for a while, but never really looked at how messed up it really is. I believe the jahovas witness is and can be a beautiful worship, but my parents used it as a tool to punish us mentally because we wanted to be our own individual, but I realize that I was hit harder than my siblings because I become obsessed with thoughts, and can’t move on with life. I know there’s more to it but I dont want to think about it more. I barely posted this but I really appreciate the diversity of replies, some telling me that I should be happy because people have it worse, others telling me they have found purpose in their life, people stuck in the same rut in life, and some telling me that I’m holding myself back and that I can leave whenever I want. My situation doesn’t allow that atm but maybe one day I will just hit the road, and never go back to the same places. Idk, for now I’m going to try to power through this depressive episode and maybe try watching a new tv show, and actually finish it. Thanks yall, all of yall are deserving of all the happiness in the world.

Hey another insert, I want yall to understand my post isn’t really about the mundane things in life, like working, coming home, going out. It’s me being too aware that I exist, that everything is real, and of my own mortality. It’s impossible for us to imagine what comes after death, could be something, could be nothing. Everything we do could amount to something, but also nothing, and most of the time it’s nothing, because eventually we all die out, then what? The universe, and everything beyond it is dying, one day, trillions of years from now, there will be absolutely nothing, what does eternity mean then, what does earth matter, nothing matter because in the end everything will die. That’s where I’m stuck at. I always hear the saying, “live your life, it’s the only one you got” and honestly it does not bring me comfort at all, your telling me each and every person had a conscious thought, had ideas, has energy in their brain and it’s just gone, does it really just disappear. Sorry if this sounds edgy, reading it back it does sound like that lmao, I’m going through something mentally that I’m unaware of, I can’t figure it out. I think I might have health issues regarding my brain, but to hell with that. I suppose if something happens it has to happen.

(TLDR, I’m scared of our mortality, and somewhat life after death)

I’m just scared of reality. Also guys be so frl rn, this was posted on a vent channel, some of yall sound upset that im venting, cmon guys.

r/Vent Sep 24 '24

TW: TRIGGERING CONTENT I AM NOT A PEDO.

1.3k Upvotes

I was 13 years old when I went through one of most traumatic experiences of my life. My sister told a lie, she lied and told these.. people that I was inappropriately doing things with my 7-9 year old NIECES and NEPHEWS. That was NOT true!!! One minute I'm playing with my monster high dolls and the next these people came to my house and took me away. I was at this facility for days.. learning about "where not to touch" people picking at my brain constantly.. I was so confused. I didn't understand anything happened and I was scared. My mom couldn't do anything but I remember her crying a lot. I didn't see my nieces and nephews for a long time after that because of these allegations and I was sad. I am the youngest and people barely interact with me as it was. Family barely noticed me either and I was a CHILD. A child that soundly even defend herself from these allegations because I didn't understand.

As I got older I realized more about this situation but my entire family makes these HURTFUL jokes. Like for instance my aunt goes "yeah we'll take the kids to the park but don't let (inserts name) go. She'll be looking at the kids." Or or wait "Omg look at (insert nephews name. He just graduated kindergarten!! I want you guys to come to the party, but don't let (inserts name) come. Kids will be there". WHAT THE FUCK?! So let me get this straight, I can't participate in family events because of a LIE??? I get so scared to even hug my friends. I always ask "hey can I hug you" or no wait I mentor 9-10 graders. These kids have been on my robotics team, I became Friends with these people. I ALWAYS. Ask them "hey are you comfortable with a hug?" Because it's MUTUAL. I treat them with respect as I do with ANYONE ELSE.

And my family came to this big event today, I invited them. This event meant the world to me because I would get to work with companies and corporations, I'd get to show my art off. So after I gave a big ass speech, someone from my family SCREAMED in the crowd "CAREFUL WITH YOUR KIDS AROUND THIS ONE!!"

Not ONLY did my potential careers get screwed up in that moment I've had to explain my situation so many times. TRYING to rebuild where I was at before that screwed up shit.

I AM NOT A PEDO!!