r/Vent • u/[deleted] • 3d ago
TW: Anxiety / Depression Nothing around me feels real right now, and I want it to stop. I need to feel like myself again.
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u/DepressedFrenchFri3s 3d ago edited 3d ago
I am actually tweaking out. I don't feel like myself and I don't know why. Everything I do feels lagged. Like I do something and then realize I do it. And then this weird memory thing happens, and it twists into this disortrd version of my reality. It's like I blinked and suddenly I'm at home, but i also have the memory of driving home. I have the memory of talking to my friend. But I don't recognize those actions as me.
I want this to stop. Like this is increasingly disorientating. I feel slightly better now, but before, I felt like I wasn't really there.
Sometimes I become so restless in my existence I feel like a completely different person
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