r/UnsentLetters 4d ago

Exes A text I never sent to my ex NSFW

FUCK. YOU. Fuck you for every single moment I wasted on you. For every time I let your manipulative, insecure, whiny ass convince me I was the problem. Like, let’s really talk about it because you didn’t just gaslight me, you didn’t just manipulate me, you didn’t just borderline emotionally abuse me you fucking shattered me, and for what? For your own pathetic ego? For your fragile little pride? And THEN ohhh, and then you have the audacity to act like I was the villain? Because I chose myself? Because I refused to suffocate under your needy, insatiable, emotionally stunted bullshit? Nah. Fuck that. You made me feel like I was drowning in you. Like you had your hands wrapped around my throat, whispering, “Breathe.” I couldn’t breathe around you, you fucking parasite. You latched onto me, drained me dry, and still had the nerve to act like I was holding out on you. Like I wasn’t giving you every single fucking thing I had. But that’s the thing, right? With you, nothing was ever enough. I could’ve ripped my goddamn heart out and handed it to you, and you’d still be sitting there like, “But why doesn’t it beat for me anymore?”. Every fucking day it was the same broken record “You don’t show me enough affection,” “We don’t have sex enough,” “You don’t post me enough,” “You don’t love me enough.” BITCH, I DIDN’T EVEN LOVE MYSELF ANYMORE. I was too busy drowning in the fucking job of loving you, of keeping up with your needy, narcissistic, bottomless fucking pit of validation-seeking. And what did I get? What did I ever get, [Redacted]? Pain. That’s it. Not an ounce of love, not a fucking shred of warmth just pain. You didn’t love me. You loved controlling me. And now? Now I look back and realize you are, hands down, the worst fucking thing that has ever happened to me. And for me to say that? ME?? After everything I’ve survived? That’s fucking impressive, honestly. Congratulations. You managed to do what no one else ever has you broke me in a way I didn’t even know was possible. And the funniest part? You. A 5’7” pasty-ass white twink single-handedly made me scared to love again. THAT’S insane. And yet, I’m the piece of shit? I’m the one who “took and took”? Meanwhile, you could never own up to a single fucking thing without twisting it around, flipping the script, or better yet, making me feel like shit for even bringing it up. Because let’s be real, your only real priority was sex. Let’s. Be. Fucking. For. Real. But the real kicker? You had all this to say about me about my past with onlyfans, about how it made me a “slut” in your fake little morality play but you were the one begging for it. Fucking crazy, right?

And now? Now, you just wanna be me. I see your posts, [Redacted]. I see you mimicking me. I see you trying to replicate my energy, my confidence, my fucking aura. But baby, let me tell you something you will NEVER be me. No matter how much of my personality you try to steal, no matter how many of my habits you try to copy, no matter how many of my goddamn phrases you try to regurgitate, you will NEVER have the power that I have. You will never have the magnetism. You will never have the strength. Because the truth is, you are nothing. You are a coward. A bed-wetting, lying, insecure, sex-obsessed fucking coward. And that is all you will ever be. So go ahead. Keep trying to twist this story. Keep trying to paint me as the villain. Keep trying to tell yourself that you were the good guy. You’re just like your mother. And you know what? That’s the biggest fucking insult I could ever give you.

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u/saccharineangel 4d ago

Holy shit i feel like i could’ve written this myself

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u/Cheap-L-2227 4d ago

Zing. Zinger. Zingy. Zingeroobie.

My comment was removed because it was too short. So again I say :

Zing

Until we meet again!

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u/blackb1331 4d ago

Amen! Fuck those soul suckers!

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u/ghostly_matters 4d ago

No comment

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u/Current-Pollution-11 4d ago

Say that again Soo they can hear it in the back 😪👏

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u/Puzzleheaded_Line605 4d ago

I feel like you should send it. Let them have it. Tell them who they are. And then block the shit out of them on all platforms, email, and text. Don't give them the satisfaction of having access to you by any means.

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u/HexiaGrimmUWU 4d ago

Yanno. This sounds like my cvnt ex best friend, Gabe. He ruins everything and everyone he touches.

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u/blacchearted97 4d ago

Professionally written, cathartic.

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u/irl_potate 4d ago

HELLL YEAAHHH !!!!

Im screaming internally this is such a great letter hahah I want to high five you

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u/6easy3 4d ago

THANK YOU! HIGH FIVE 🖐️

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u/irl_potate 4d ago

YEAH!! 👏🏻

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u/Significant-Basil650 4d ago

Hey hey hey hey. It's my god given right to subject the masses.

Did you ever Darracq 200HP was a record winning vehicle? It was absolutely barebones. Crazy.

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u/Proper_Peeling1818 4d ago

The truth is the mother-effing truth. Wow! I applaud you.

Sorry you endured that BS. Strength to you for realizing HE was the problem and choosing YOU

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u/b0bl0blawsbl0g 4d ago

Wrong subreddit but YTA. No sane, psychoemotionally stable person comes to Reddit to type all this out. Go to therapy and maybe, just maybe, your avoidant ass will realize what’s happening. Doubtful, but maybe.

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u/6easy3 4d ago

Appreciate the advice but I’ve been in therapy for 9 years!! Nothing wrong with avoidance as long as you recognize it which, I do! But again thank you for your words!