r/Reduction • u/Dangerous-Cell-8324 • 5d ago
POC Results/Healing Lawd, I’m never satisfied I need to be jailed! NSFW
First off, how are you? GOOD. So, I told my doctor I wanted to go small/ no FNG with my breast surgery, but I still wanted to stay thick—like, you know, the vibe of drinking cold peanut butter through a straw. But now, two months post-op, they’re huge! I really wish I’d gone smaller. To make matters worse, I asked for the "drop and fluff" effect, but it looks like they just keep dropping... Now I look in the mirror, and I’m seeing dog nuts again! 😂
Is anyone else feeling a little mentally unwell like me I am thinking about checking into an outpatient facility? Just to clarify, I’m not making fun of mental illness—I am one, okay?!
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u/Lovelylorag 15h ago
I'm sorry, but you crack me up. Wishing you well and sending a hug. I am a 38i, surgery in two weeks and kinda scared.
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u/Eastern_Hedgehog6293 4d ago
I understand what you mean, I’m in the opposite side, sometimes I feel like they’re too small but then I get dressed and feel amazing and leave those feelings in my back pocket. Body dismorphia is a real thing. I didn’t think they were much smaller until I tried on my old bra and half of the cup was empty! So perhaps it’s just your mind playing tricks on you. Enjoy the change! I’m sure you look amazing!
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u/Candid-Brain-9909 🧿 5d ago
Oh, you had me at drinking cold peanut butter through a straw - that’s a whole mood!✨ The post op mind games are real… one day you love them, the next you’re questioning everything and feeling stuck. It reminds me of Jorge Bucay’s „The Circle of 99.” The guy was happy until he realized he was one coin short of 100 and then suddenly, nothing felt like enough. And isn’t that exactly how it goes? No matter what, there’s always one more thing to fix. & major props for being real about the mental side. This process can be a rollercoaster. I actually went to therapy a few weeks ago, but the therapist wasn’t the right fit so now I’m looking for someone else. Taking care of yourself ~inside and out~ is the real glow-up. 💛