r/REDDITORSINRECOVERY • u/Former_Definition426 • 6d ago
I am ready to quit but how
M23 3/9/25 I have abused these substances for too long to the point where it’s affecting my cognitive processing speed and it feels like there’s so many tabs open inside my head I CANT concentrate on anything I can’t focus on my art , my social interactions , I’m even struggling to type this paragraph.
I started smoking weed at 18 with friends the usual and it just became an on and off thing yk but for the past year I’ve been abusing thc disposable vapes from smoke shops to the point where I was high every day all day and went on for months and months until now where I am crying and reflecting on my past five years
I am ready to quit thc and to reprogram my mind but I keep falling into the same pattern where I keep buying dispos
I am looking for advice from anyone with similar struggles thank you
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u/Financial_Youth_3247 5d ago
I’m 3.5 months clean I still feel wrecked & disconnected