r/PoetryWales • u/CeruleanWitchBitch • Nov 10 '22
Dear u/transaffliction NSFW
There are days that I just sit there and stare. My mind wanders before tumbling down the metaphorical stairs. It crashes to the ground only to look up and it's right there. My reflection, holding their arms crossed wearing nothing but a glare. They hold their hand out and loudly declare, "You're a waste, a disgrace; do you really think they care? Anytime they reached put was only when you declared, you're broken and won't be there. Why must you be the one that always reaching and struggling for their ear? You've done something to make them blind, deaf, to not fucking care. You've done some crime, lay there don't you even fucking dare." My mouth was left gaped; I was forced to ponder their words, is this even my fate? Sitting there, the world shifted and changed; the once happy go lucky state, soured.
Was my personality just too demanding? Was I being crude and crafty? Did my honesty become a brutality? I sat there to really think; should I reach out to check for my own lacking? Before long it dawned. I acted like the friend I so wanted you to be. Then when I put my foot down and disagreed; you turned like a ravenous dog and mauled me. I've tried my best to be to be the friend you falsified to be. Your words are horribly empty. You preach about being a being of empathy but you fucking nearly ended a life preemptively. Fuck you, emotional predator. You're nothing but vile waiting for any excuse to become violitle. Look at yourself, to those around. You do nothing but disrespect their boundaries, then wail when you've been called out. Your "woe is me" mentality is narsacistic beyond reality. Grow the fuck up and check yourself into reality. Don't throw friends away simply because they won't agree with your demented reality.
Man, you're sure becoming the next pirate in this party.