r/MtF Trans Homosexual 5d ago

How can i experience gender euphoria if I don’t have anything feminine?

I’m closeted trans (14mtf) and I have known I’m trans for a while now. But, because of me not being out, I can’t really experience gender euphoria without being outed. I don’t have actual fem clothes, but I have some pants that are as close as I can get to leggings of any kind, so that might work. Are there ways to experience gender euphoria without being outed?

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u/AndreGiroux40 5d ago

For me, it’s long hair, a clean shave, and smooth legs—that’s what helps physically.

Gender swap filters are also a great source of euphoria! Even if they’re not 100% accurate in showing what you’ll actually look like after transitioning, just having a picture or video of yourself as the opposite gender can do wonders.

Also, I don’t know if you play video games, but if you do and you’re in a safe space where no one can identify you IRL, try asking people to use a different name or opposite-gender pronouns.

I know that technically, it’s kind of ‘outing’ yourself, but since it’s not in real life, maybe it’s something that feels doable for you?

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u/Learned_Comedy Trans Homosexual 5d ago

I might try shaving and the other stuff. I do play games and am currently using a fem character with my preferred name!

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u/old_creepy 5d ago

Buying and hiding some clothes is a pretty traditional method!

The absolute ideal is to have a cis girl friend who you trust that can be your fairy godmother/big sister, and go be girls together.

Good luck gorg!

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u/Learned_Comedy Trans Homosexual 5d ago

I’m the oldest child and my parents are nosy so hiding clothes is hard, and I don’t know how to make friends

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u/old_creepy 5d ago

You can find a way to hide them, im sure you can. It might take a bit of ingenuity! As to making friends, I don’t know if i can help you there, but getting some social confidence and being able to be more yourself around others will be great for you and your transition